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Submitted by Ashley from Florida USA
Date: Fri Jul 20 23:31:59 2001
hey aj. just writing 2 wish u luck, and 2 bring something way kewl up. the lead singer of metallica has checked in2 rehab, only a week after u did. i like 2 think maybe he was influenced by your courage 2 make such a tuff decision. you're such an inspiration, 2 every1. we all love u, and u did the right thing. we're all proud of u, and kno u'll make it thru this. you're aj mclean, there's nothing u cant do! keep looking up! love ya! ktbspa!!http://www.expage.com/prayerz4aj
Submitted by Gina Smith from Palestine Arkansas USA
Date: Fri Jul 20 23:16:44 2001
Dear AJ
i hope you get better really soon. we all really really miss you. and we love you more than words can ever say. you have made a big impact on every fan all over the world and so have your band mates. i truely love you as a person. i kinda know what your going through because my dad had a drinking problem. and we all went through hell everyday. but when he would drink he would be violent and mean to me and my mom. and i hated him for that. that went on for years. one night he got too drunk and he took to many pain pills. he turned white and stopped breathing. i was so scared to i called the hospital and they come and got him. my mom told him if he didnt stop we were gonna leave and never come back. he said ok ill change. so he went and got help for 30 days. he cried everyday because he wasnt with his family and he also went through hell. i used to wish i could be with you guys and i know i wouldnt be in that kinda life anymore. now my dads hasnt drunk for 2 years and things couldnt be better between my mom, dad and me. until i found out my mom has cancer. i was so unhappy. shes doing a little better now. she had her right kidney out. we think its in the other kidney but we dont know for sure. the day i found out about you i was so sad. i cried all night and the next day. if my dad can do it then i know you can. your just as strong as him maybe a little stronger. i hope you get to read this letter. stay strong and never give up on your dreams.
love always
gina smith
KTBSBPA
Submitted by Annie Goen from Atwater California USA
Date: Fri Jul 20 22:46:33 2001
Hey everyone
I agree with Brandiee. Some of u imature people and critics make me want to throw up, u are sooo selfish thinking only about urselves and worrying about missing concerts when ur not the important one right now. [sorry to say but it's true]Right now all ur focus should be on a.j., i mean even though he's not in any serious danger any more now that he's getting help, [thank god]that dosen't mean that u shouldn't be concerned about his well being. A.J. has gone through HELL, [sorry but that's the only way to describe it]but do u care? noooo, All u care about is going to some concert to make URSELVES happy. Stop being so selfish and start thinking about somebody besides urselves for once huh? I mean just cause their famous and rich and u think that they can't have problems dosen't mean that they don't, Their people too just like the rest of us. And believe it or not, they have feelings too. If they were to ever see all the horrible things u people have written, [god forbid] do u have ANY idea how much u would hurt them? ESPECIALLY a.j. saying that he should just get over his problems and get back onstage.
As for u critics, You have NO right judging a.j. when it's obvious u know NOTHING about what he's going through, and until u do, u have no room to talk AT ALL. It's just like brandiee said, how would u like it if someone were to judge u by what u look like, or what u wear huh? just put urselves in a.j.'s shoes for a minute. If u were him and u have the same problems that he does and people started critisizing you. [sorry don't know how to spell that] it wouldn't be fun, would it? i'll bet u anything that if u were in that position u'd think twice before judging them. So before u go passing judgement, think about what he's going through and how he's feeling. I mean, it's bad enough he has to go through all this, now he has all these critics and imature fans against him? Leave the poor guy alone, he has enough to deal with without u judging him. Ok i have said what needed to be said so i'm gonna go now. Some words of advice, think before u open ur mouth ok? And a.j. next time u read about a critic or imature fan dissing u, just do what i do, let it go in one ear and out the other ok? love ya bone. talk to u soon everybody. [the fans anyway] bye, take care.
Sincerely
Annie
p.s.
1 more thing u know that saying ''Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me''? well that's a lie, words do hurt, whether u think so or not.
Submitted by ~*Meagan Lynn W.*~ from USA
Date: Fri Jul 20 22:37:30 2001
A. J. ,
I love you and so does everyother BSB fan out there! We want you to get better and we care so much about you! I am praying for you everyday to get better. I know it's very hard to overcome depression and alcohol consumption, but I know that you can do it! I believe in you! You were very smart for telling the boys (BSB) about your problem and wanting to get help for it! You inspire me everyday to forget about what anyone says and just fulfill my dream to become a singer. You are a wonderful man and singer. Please just remember that each day you wake up, you are inspiring many many people to do their best in what they love and you are making their day when you go up on stage to perform. We love you A.J. and we will support you through whatever decisions you make in life. I have been to 14 BSB concerts, every tour, and I think that when you go out there you always make us (the fans) happy!! Please dont forget how much we love you and support you! 143 KTBSPA!
Submitted by Fozia from Ottawa Ontario Canada
Date: Fri Jul 20 21:45:31 2001
My Sweet A.J.
I'm so proud of u and i'm so glade you've decided to get help. It takes a strong person like yourself to stand up and say u have a problem. When your done your 30 day treatment i hope u don't listen to the critics because all they ever wanted to do was tranish backstreet boys name for years and this aint no exception. I can't wait till u guys come to Ottawa,Canada. It's okay that u guys decided to postpone your tour it's no big deal, in no time you guys will be number ONE. I REALLY HOPE your reading this because i want u to know that i LOVE U with all my heart and you have done nothing wrong. Everyone goes through problems so it's okay. ONE last thing never ever forget how much your band mates love u and support you and I KNOW you guys will never break up because if u do it will be the sadest day of my Life. GET WELL SWETTIE, FOZIAI LOVE U, AND ONLY U
Submitted by Betzaida from Carolina Puerto Rico Puerto Rico
Date: Fri Jul 20 21:08:29 2001
Hola A.J.Yo solamente quería decirte que has demostrado ser muy valiente al afrontar este duro problema, eres para mi particularmente la razón de mi vida. Sin los BSB no podría vivir, ellos son los mejores del mundo y desde aquí les llegarán todas nuestras por tí A.J. Realmente ten fe en tí y en que todo estará bien, el sol aún brilla y el amor es lo que te sobra, tienes a muchas personas junto a tí aunque no las puedas ver, aquí estaremos hoy y siempre apoyandote en todo momento. I Love You A.J.
Submitted by shelley from warren ohio USA
Date: Fri Jul 20 20:58:02 2001
AJ,
First of all this isnt my first entry and I have sent you several cards and letters. I sure hope you get to read them. You have alot of people out here who love you and the guys very much and support you. I hope you will soon be on the road again, even though I will probably never get to a concert or even meet you guys, but I'm behind you and very proud of you. Heres a little poem for you. I hope you like it. SOMEONE---SOMEWHERE SOMEONE
SOMEWHERE
DREAMS OF YOUR SMILE
AND WHILE THINKING OF YOU
THINKS THAT LIFE IS WORTHWHILE
SO WHENEVER YOU'RE LONELY
REMEMBER ITS TRUE
SOMEONE
SOMEWHERE
IS THINKING OF YOU! I LOVE YOU AJ, TAKE CARE
LOVE
SHELLEY
Submitted by Kristin Radley from Mt.Zion Illinois USA
Date: Fri Jul 20 20:38:59 2001
A.J.
I am so proud of you! It takes a lot of courage to admit that you have a problem. I've been loving you guys since the begining and it is not going to stop now. You have helped me through so much and that is why I'm standing by your side and helping you through this. Words can't even expresss the love that I have for you five wonderful guys! A.J.- You are a strong person and I know that you can do this and make it through. You are in my prayer every night. The good Lord will help you and you will accomplish this. I love you Brian, A.J., Kevin, Howie and Nick. With faith in God, you guys will make it through this. It will only make you stronger. I love you all with all my heart.
Love, Kristin
Submitted by Melissa Gallien from Nashua NH USA
Date: Fri Jul 20 20:38:07 2001
Dear AJ July 20,2001
I hope you feel better soon. I love u AJ.I want to see you in concert.Do this for your fans,but mostly for you!!! When I saw Nick starting to cry I wanted to cry too. Please Bone Daddy AJ.I hope I will see you in concert soon in Boston.Do it for me and the rest of your fans. Because I miss hearing your voice and seeing your cute face.
Love,
Melissa
Submitted by Jaime from Fall River Massachusettes USA
Date: Fri Jul 20 20:30:27 2001
get well soon A.J.!!!! love ya!!!
Submitted by Rosanne from Mt. Vernon New York USA
Date: Fri Jul 20 19:07:54 2001
To Bone-I love you and support everything you do.Hope you get well soon and remember, me and all the rest of the BSB fans around the world are behind you always. We will continue to love you and of course, to keep Backstreet on top!!!
Submitted by carol from maracay aragua Venezuela
Date: Fri Jul 20 17:46:55 2001
alex I love you so much and I stay with you in evey moment Allright
kissies for you. I wonder see you soon
Submitted by Krissy from Hazleton PA USA
Date: Fri Jul 20 17:40:47 2001
Okay, so anyone who reads these things must think that I'm borderline obssessive
by now, seeing as I've sent one practically every day since I heard the news about AJ,
but I really don't care what anyone thinks. I'm supporting my babies through this whole
ordeal, and I want to do whatever I can to show them my love. AJ, if you ever read this,
I've been thinking about you every day; with all my heart I want you to get better. I feel
as if I know you, which is why I'm so upset about this. You are an amazingly talented singer
and entertainer, and you're a totally cool and unique guy. I'm sending out all my love and
prayers to you; please get well soon, because BSB just wouldn't be the same without you!
No matter how bad this is, I know you're strong enough to beat it; keep your head up, AJ. I
love you, hon! Good luck and get better soon!
Submitted by Chris from Campbell Ohio USA
Date: Fri Jul 20 17:07:19 2001
Hey Baby! It's Chris AGAIN!
U feelin' better? I sure do hope so. You're all that's on my mind today and every day. Is everything fine where you're staying? I know you're FINE, but I want to know are you fine, as in feeling better. I'm so full of questions, I just can't help myself! Sorry if I didn't write for a few, I was sighning(damn spelling!)this petition for you, so look for my name on that. I'm sure you will find the website some where. Did I tell u how much I love you today? Well, now I will... I love ya. I love ya. I love ya. I love ya. I love ya. I love ya. I love ya. I love ya. I love ya. I love ya. I love ya. I love ya. I love ya. I love ya. I love ya. I love ya. I love ya. I love ya. I love ya. I love ya. I love ya. I love ya. I love ya..(that's 23 times)...I LOVE YOU..(and one for good luck)....but words can never express the love I have for you. (Nomatter how corny that sounds, "it's true, I mean it. From the bottom of my heart, yeah it's true. Without you I would fall apart....It's True") Well baby, u know who this is (probably) by now, so get better and I love you, forever.
Get Better! With All my Love,
Chris
Lotz and lotz of big ol' bear hugs & kisses!!
Submitted by Katie from Old Bridge New Jersey USA
Date: Fri Jul 20 16:33:51 2001
AJ,
With all the help from the stars above and from all of us mortals below I wish that you get back on your feet at no time. I dont know what the future will hold for you or for Backstreet. All I do know is that the right path is always the one you take and this is only the first step. Let the angels take my prayers and place them in your ears. Just know that you will always have a friend in Jersey.
Love ya and take care of yourself
Katie :)
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