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Submitted by CHENELLE from Bridgetown West Indies Guyana
Date: Sun Jul 22 18:33:56 2001

AJ,
U are a strong guy. U will get through this. Hope U Get Well Soon. God Bless U and be with U.

A Perfect Fan,

Chenelle form Barbados(this is in the Caribbean)

Submitted by Darcie from Ambler Pennsylvania USA
Date: Sun Jul 22 18:05:16 2001

Dear A.J.
I wanted to tell you sonething but I will try to keep it short. I am now 14 years old. When I was little they said I was depressed. I was stuborn and refused to take my medicine. In my whole life I can think of 9 diffrent Psychiatrists, Psychologists,and counselolers they tryed to get me to talk to but I always refused to talk to them witch is why I think they kept changing because they where determend to find one that I would. the reasons for my "depessiond" I am not going to get into know. You know how on TV people say about how drinking takes everything away, it keeps you from the having to feel. I have thought about drinking before. I wanted to say that I admire you for being strong enough to admit you needed help and be acepting of it as I obviously was not. Ever since the day after you whent into rehab when I heard about it I have been keeping a picture of you with me and when ever I need to I take it out and look at it. I hope one day I will be as strong as you. Also your music has always been the only think I use to get though stuff and yours is at the top of my list. Thanks for being straight. You've been insparation for a lot of people. Hope to see you better soon.
Darcie

Submitted by kayla,megan,kaitlyn from lake helen FL USA
Date: Sun Jul 22 17:39:01 2001

AJ,
We just wanted to wish you the best of luck.We know that you are strong enough to pull through all this.We hope to see you back soon better than ever.Good Luck and Get Well Soon!!

Submitted by Aubrey from Gahanna Ohio USA
Date: Sun Jul 22 17:22:08 2001

A.J.,

I know you have no idea who I am, but I am a devoted fan of yours. I have supported you and the Boys through good and bad times. Listening to your music has helped me think better of myself and know that I am loved by both my friends and family. There was this one time when I felt like I didn't want to go on anymore, then your song, "Show me the Meaning" came on". I then realized that the people that loved me would become lonely without me and that I would deeply hurt them. I want to thank you for teaching me important life lessons through your songs (even though you may not know it). I want you to know that I pray to God for you every night, asking him to help you through this hard time in your life. Remember the "Footprints" poem, it will help you. I can't wait for you to recover and may God bless you each and every day.

Yours Truly,
Aubrey

Submitted by Michelle from Lexington Kentucky USA
Date: Sun Jul 22 17:09:59 2001

Dear AJ,
I just wanted to tell you that I'm ONE of your MANY fans and ONE of MANY ppl wanting you to get well and most of all wanting you to be HAPPY within yourself again...that's the most important thing and please know that we're all praying for you and the best recovery :) we love you :) also...BSB music is so important to me and many other ppl and without it many ppl couldnt show exactly how they feel in some cases...and you are an awesome person b/c you came forward and told your feelings of needing help and that takes more courage than I and many others cant even begin to understand...You are helping more ppl then you will ever know and your story is touching a lot of ppl its b/c of you that someone else might get help for a similar problem and you may in turn save a life and that makes you Larger Than Life :) So GOOD LUCK and Best Wishes
Love Always...Michelle
p.s. you did really good in Lexington a month ago :)

To Nick, Brian, Kevin and Howie...You all are awesome friends and incredible human beings to stick by your friend and brother in such a time of need and we're praying for you as well and dont worry you all will be back in no time....YOU'RE STILL NUMBER ONE and this makes you go beyond that...you all just never get shut down do ya?? it's cuz you're REAL!! Love Ya'll!!

Submitted by Rachel from Chicago IL USA
Date: Sun Jul 22 16:35:29 2001

This comment is directed at the public. I personaly know Alex well to all AJ and I just wanted you all to know he is doing good in rehab. And he will be ok. I just wanted to makew everyone feel better.

Submitted by Claudia from austin texas USA
Date: Sun Jul 22 15:31:42 2001

dear aj,

i hope that you get better and that we can see you back on tour soon cuz i and the fans really miss you....you are a really great person and i really admire you strenght and telling us the truth we love you and the boys (bsb) god bless ya'll :-)

your fan claudia

Submitted by A name from USA
Date: Sun Jul 22 15:18:55 2001

I know we all love aj. But why is the same message on here 65 times? GET WELL SOON AJ!

Submitted by Krissy from Hazleton PA USA
Date: Sun Jul 22 13:16:01 2001

I'm going on vacation this week, but before I left, I had to send a shout-out to AJ, telling him that I hope everything's
going all right for him. Today when I went to church I said a prayer for him, telling God to watch over him and make sure he
gets better. Every now and then during the day, I'll think of him, and say a silent little prayer that he's doing all right.
I'm not a very religious person, but I do believe that God is watching over all of us, and right now I hope he's giving AJ a
little extra attention. I think with the support of all his family and friends, all the fans around the world, and the grace of God,
he will recover, and that's what we're all hoping for. Best of luck, AJ! We miss you!

Submitted by Alyda from Cserszegtomaj Hungary
Date: Sun Jul 22 09:52:06 2001

A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY

A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY


A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



A.J. ,


I don't wanna write down my life story but I have to say something.
This story is not a tale. It's true and if You don't want to belive it, well... just do it.
But I swear by the Book that it's true.
I was born in 1982. I have my birthday today, and the most beautiful gift for me is that
your mom said You feel You're safe.
All I can say that I'm proud of You. Really.
You have to do a really big thing for Yourself, I know. I know what means the depression and
the feeling of the fear of loneliness. So many people asked themselves: "What is the reason of
your depression ?" They don't know what means the life with inertness .
You wake up early morning and You work and work and work...
But the life don't go about it only. For some people the money is the happiness,
but they can't appreciate the LIFE. They're all alone with themselves and with theirs money.
When I was 4, my mom and dad got divorce. But I'm 19 years old and I grew up without him.
Now, in my age of the start of 20th I know what is the loneliness.
All in my life I looked for somebody who has a same personality like mine.
But the life isn't so simply as it seems.
A.J., I don't know how to tell it, but...OK.
If I write it to You , maybe You'll came over your cares easier.
For months together I fell from a party to another. I just drank and drank ...
'Cause I felt myself so lonely and I didn't want to quit.
When I was drunk I felt like I have no problems and no cares, but next day, when I was waking up in
my room, I saw myself in the mirror, I said :
There are so many problems and I MUST NOT HIDE FROM THESE THINGS ! But came the night and
I was incapable of quit. And the things went on like this for days, for weeks, for months.
The only thing what helped me just a little, it was the sense in my mind that somewhere ,
somebody is waiting for me, and I must not take from Him the chance so He met me someday.
But ! When I heard that You're under a treatment, I came to know: I must quit the destroyer
life what I live and I have to change. And from yesterday I changed. Thank You , A.J. !
Your power, your faith, your valor were my teachers.
I haven't self-control , but I know people can reach theirs dreams if they want it from
heart. And this is the thing what You have to do. You can find Yourself just You have to look
for. I know someday your 'twin' will come up and She'll change your life at one blow.
I know You belive in the Real Love what overcomes everything, and please belive in Yourself
too.
You helped me, and I just want to help You.

Only one thing: if sometimes you feel like there is nobody for You , there is no one like You,
who knows You, who cares You, who loves You like You need, think about a little coutry,
what is so far from You, and think about God, pray for Him and You'll see: Even so there is.
In a little while She'll knock on your door, You'll just have to open it.

Take care of your Mother, 'cause She's a great mom, and She loves You
as far as possible.

OK.

LOOOOOK AFTER YOURSELF !

Thank You ...

Denise,

Thank You for your support 'cause A.J.'s life is so important to me.
Thank You for your love what You've given to Him. I think You're an awesome mom, and...

I love You.


And after all...

I wanna say thanks for You, Guys:
Kevin, Nick, Brian, Howie and for
Everybody who loves Him.

Alyda

Cserszegtomaj-H
Ibolya u 17
8372
HUNGARY



Submitted by allison from toronto canada USA
Date: Sun Jul 22 09:31:57 2001

hello aj i hope that u recover pretty soon and u have all my prayers and i hope u the best and u know the backstreet boys would be just another stupid boy band without u, u are the spice of that band and i love u so dam much get better quick so u can go back on tour and do yuor thing and we can here that wonderful voice of yours again and se those wicked dance moves u put down well best of luck luv........ all~is~on

Submitted by Dana from Philadelphia Pennsylvania USA
Date: Sun Jul 22 09:29:43 2001

Dear A.J.,
I hope you are getting better and things are going well in rehab. I feel really bad about this. My best friend Samantha and I are Backstreet fanatics and we are both really sad about this, and we hope you will be doing better soon!

Sincerely,


Dana
xxxx

Submitted by TJ from Melbourne Australia
Date: Sun Jul 22 09:07:26 2001

My best wishes, prayers, thoughts and love is sent to AJ in this traumatic time for him, and the guys, and his family. I understand how hard it must be for him to be dealing with this, and I find him such an inspiration to have had the courage to have admitted to this himself and also to be dealing with it on such a public level. Aj truly is a mentor, a role model, and a wonderful, inspirational guy who I think everyone should aspire to look up to, and nominate some of his best qualities in ourselves. AJ: best of luck with your treatment, and lets hope you get betetr as soon as possible so you can grace our media with your astounding voice and talent. This world would not be the same without Aj McLean.

Submitted by Kristine A. from Sydney NSW Australia
Date: Sun Jul 22 07:50:35 2001

I hope AJ pulls through these tough times. We all know he can! I hope he doesn't ever doubt his strong will, because the rest of the Boys and his fans don't. I keep him in my prayers every night; that he heals whatever it is that has made him hurt so much. I know what it's like to see someone you love in so much pain over an alcohol problem, and so the Boys must be hurting too. I pray that they all stay strong and united. Backstreet Boys wouldn't be the same without AJ's crazy self and amazing talents, so... Bone: COME BACK BABY! We miss you all so much! As a dedicated BSB fan, I've given up alcohol for 30 days... you're in rehab, so I'm in there with you! (And trust me, for a hard working and hard partying university student, it's a hard thing to do!... but it's worth it!)

Submitted by Nora Moe Graff from Siggerud Norway
Date: Sun Jul 22 07:26:52 2001

babe, what's up!? today my friend is coming over and we're gonna practise kick boxing so i can get strong and kick Marcus' ass when you come here so i can get CLOSE TO YOU!! hahahaha...no, i would never hurt him (i think it would be a very bad move to even try!) but i wish i could be close to you so i could GIVE YOU A HUG!! cuz i think you could need that now, at this hard time in your life.....but i believe you're getting better cuz your soul is strong -much stronger than any liquor!! so keep fighting babe, i just watched the bsb diary on mtv and just watching that makes me happy:) it feels so good to see you and the guys, so please my sweetheart come back!! i believe you can do it!!! i love you forever.
all my love + a million hugs, --nora

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