Submitted by vero from Puebla puebla Mexico
Date: Mon Jul 23 11:51:04 2001
AJI can´t imagine live without you.
PLEASE, GET WELL SOON BABY
you are larger than life
we love you
Submitted by Nastya from Moscow Russia Ukraine
Date: Mon Jul 23 10:03:19 2001
Hi A.J.I hope, that you soon will recover. The god will not forget you! I am sure, that thousand your fans ask the God, that he has helped you. And I among these fans! My love always will be with you!
Your devoted fan Nastya.
Submitted by HC Wong from HK SAR China
Date: Mon Jul 23 09:53:58 2001
To AJ,
May God give the strength and patience to overcame your alcohol problems.
We,all the BSB fans ,are always praying for you and looking forward to seeing the energetic AJ on the stage again!!!!^0^
Submitted by paula from vlaardingen zuid holland Netherlands
Date: Mon Jul 23 08:08:42 2001
Hi a.j.how is it with you? with your mother and the other guys? i hope it is better now with you. i want to say that you help people all ready with being honest with your problems. for example James hettfealt from mettalica. he has admitted that he has alcohol problems too.
Love ya 4 ever
paula
Submitted by Rachel D from Leeds W. Yorkshire United Kingdom
Date: Mon Jul 23 06:11:25 2001
Yo AJ! Listen I just wanna say that I'm really sorry that you are depressed and abuse alcohol. The truth is...I'm only 14 and I've been in and out of depression since I was 11! Sucks huh? I know what it's like to be lonely, to be high, to have no one in the world, and to have a very close member of my family die. I've been so close to just giving up on life and I often wonder why these things have to happen to me. Cos they never seem to happen to anybody else. (I hope you will get to read this.)
I'm glad you got help for your problem, though. (it's more than I've ever done! lol) And I'm glad you were all honest about it. I'm praying for you and I believe God is watching out for you everyday. Just remember to keep close to the ones you love, remember how far you've come in the world to say you're only 23, and remember to not bottle stuff up inside. God knows it doesn't work!
Cya AJ (if you get to read this) and remember I will always be a fan of the BSB and I will always think you are one of the sexiest guys on the planet! haha :D
luv Rachelxxxxxx Keep The Backstreet Pride Alive
Oh yeah...one more thing.......GET YOUR BUTT OVER TO THE UK! GRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!! lol :D :D :D
Submitted by Estelle from Zimbabwe
Date: Mon Jul 23 04:01:55 2001
Hi AJI can only imagine what you're going through but you're a tough guy!! With all our love and support YOU WILL MAKE IT and be back on top!
Love you more than that
Estelle
Submitted by Elisa Anaid (again , again and again) from Mexico City Mexico
Date: Mon Jul 23 04:00:26 2001
HI Alex:
What´s up Bone
I hope you can forgive me because I can´t writte you this weekend but I have one problem , but this time is all for you. You know it´s hard writte you ´cause for my you are my BEST WONDERFUL FRIEND but maybe for you i´m just a crazy fan, but i want to say you that i LOVE YOU and not just for your body, or your voice(i know all this is beutiful and sexy lol ), i love you because in all you I find all that I need for be happy and i want to thank you jus for BE YOURSELF aLEXANDER , The way you compose it´s perfect and one again i tell you I want to we would be friends , and I give you all my support and no ´cause you are famous well i hope yuo can read my letter soon
Well this a little to i want to said to you because I know you can back very soon and go ahead .I really really really miss you say hi from me to your wonderful mom and the Boys .
You and they are in my preyers every night.
remember something that you wrote and for me is very special and i hope you believe me " YOU ARE MY HEARTH , MY SOUL,MY EVERYTHING and EVERRY NIGHT I TANK YOU LORD FOR GIVING ME THE STRENGHT TO LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE EACH DAY ...... " and for all this I wish you get better soon and because remember "I STAND BESIDE YOU IN EVERYTHING YOU DO ,WHEREVER YOU GO , WHATEVER YOU DO BONE I´LL BE THERE"´CAUSE DOESN´T MATTER THAT YOU DON´T REMEMBER ME YOU CAN TRUST IN MY ALWAYS AND......" GOD AS MY WITNESS ,I WILL CARRY THIS THROUGH TILL DEATH DO US PART I´M PROMISE TO YOU " I know very soon and forever ..." EVERYTHING´S GONNE BE ALL RIGHT .......It's gonna be all right"
Well Alex See later care yourself
God Bless you forever and ever
Lord is with you
love
Elisa
Be cool,Be real, Behave ..........but also BE HAPPY,BE YOURSELF AND BE STRONG.....and be ssexy for ever
Submitted by Amanda Seixas Hespanhol Ribeiro from São Paulo São Paulo Brazil
Date: Mon Jul 23 03:50:04 2001
AJI Don't know if you will read this... but i will do my best...
I'm here just to say that you can count in our love and support for everything... no matter what you gonna do, or even what happened, we're here for you...
Remember we were here, we are here, and mostly we will be here for you...
You know, see you happy and healthy it's so important to us... but not only to us... to everyone who cares about you.
Hey i know that sometimes we feel that something is missing in our lives... but we must remember that our lives arent over yet... we have so much to live, so just be strong, and remember that you will never be alone, there's a Man up there that is watching for us... and specially is watching for you.. because you're special... you and all the Backstreet Boys
Well I will end this lovelly message here... i hope you have liked it...
Thank you for exist!!!!
Kisses and a lot of hugs!!!!!!
Amanda Seixas Hespanhol Ribeiro - SP - Brasil
amandagenecarter@bol.com.br
Submitted by Chelsea McLean Carter Dorough Richardson Littrell from Las Vegas NV USA
Date: Mon Jul 23 02:34:49 2001
I've written in this I don't know how many times already, but I just wanted to write a quick note to the person that is "A FRIEND". What they said was really inspiring and I know that the Backstreet Boys apprecaite it because I did. That was really sweet and awesome. Thank you so much. It's nice to know that they have that many dedicated fans out there, and I know AJ will get through this. He's a very strong person and we are all with him 200%. Thank you again. And, I'll be your friend if you want!! Feel free to email me. Thanks a lot, and always KTBSPA. Love ya always, BSB...
Chelsea MCDRL
I'm with you always AJ. Thank you so much. You're amazing and I love you. Good luck and my prayers are with you.
Submitted by Nikkiel from North Carolina USA
Date: Mon Jul 23 02:13:19 2001
http://www.angelfire.com/boybands/GroovieChik/
Please help me out. I'm trying to make a collection of prayers to give to AJ. Please, please, send me some. Go to the link for more information.
Submitted by Mimi Aguirre from Guayaquil Guayas Ecuador
Date: Mon Jul 23 01:21:38 2001
AJ... I don't know if you could really read this... but if you can.. I can only encourage you... I know this could be very difficult times.. but have some trust in God.. he will be the solution to all your problems... I'll pray for you... Kisses
Submitted by Jennifer from Calgary Alberta Canada
Date: Mon Jul 23 01:11:30 2001
Hey AJ! I don't know if you'll ever be able to read this , but I LUV YOU!!! I"m glad you went and seeked help. I love you, your family loves you, your fans love you, your band loves you, your girlfriend loves you and last but not least, God loves you. I hope he blesses you with luck so that you will be able to live a happy life! (and so you will be able to perform in Calgary!) One of my life momentems in my life will be going to this concert! My frist concert i can proudly say is the Backstreet Boys!
I'll be thinking and praying for you to get well! I luv you!
Your #1 fan, always and forever,
Jennifer xoxo
P.S. Backstreet Boys kick @$$! Bouya!
God bless AJ and the other members of the BACKSTREET BOYS and please give AJ power to get over this hard period of life. Amen.
Submitted by Mona Mehra from Basking Ridge Mew Jersey USA
Date: Mon Jul 23 01:00:09 2001
Hi Bone,
dUDE YOU ARE SO GONNA GET THROUGH THIS. i TOTALLY THINK YOU WIL GET OUT OF THIS ORDEAL AND HELP THE REST OF THE WORLD. I DON'T KNOW IF YOU REMEMBER, BUT ONCE YOU DID DUET WITH NSYNC (NOT THAT I LIKE THEM) BUT THE MESSAGE IS TRUTH. "LET THE MUSIC HEAL YOUR SOUL. LET THE MUSIC TAKE CNTROL. LET THE MUSIC GIVE YOU THE POWER TO MOVE ANY MOUNTAIN." MUSIC HELPS ME, NOT THAT I EVER DELT WITH ANYTHING THIS DRASTIC. AND ALWAYS REMEMBER " ROLL WITH IT" . wE ARE ALL HERE FOR YOU. DON'T WORRY. I CNA'T WAIT TO SEE YOU AT CONTINENTAL AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.
MONA
Submitted by Claudette from Sunset Louisiana USA
Date: Mon Jul 23 00:21:45 2001
FOR LOVE OF YOU
(Dedicated to A.J.'s passion for performing.)
My lady - how you lure me!
A vixen without shame of sin
A temptress without fear of scrutiny
What beauty holds my senses captive
Such laughter is contagious and brings me joy
You entice and make promises
To satisfy my needs
With tender embraces you coax my desire to yield
Your bright, shining eyes allow me to dance in the sun after dark
We are lovers, you and I
Forever bound as one
You are full of life
And fill mine with fervent emotion
An evening with you is a fantasy of fulfillment
You are my sweetheart
I long for you now
To be with you again
Held safe in your arms
The way we were then
Kissed by the glow in your heart
Your breath is warm on my skin
Gazing into the brilliant sparkle of your eyes
I want you this way
May I have this dance?
Together we are good
We make each other happy
What we share makes magic
And brings a million smiles
We are a couple in courtship
Romance is ours once more
And you, THE STAGE,
Will always be my love
My lady - how you lure me!
Claudette Landry
(c) July, 2001
Thoughts & prayers for your peace & happiness, A.J.! We love you!! Come back to us soon!
Submitted by Jewelhya from ottawa ontario Canada
Date: Mon Jul 23 00:04:48 2001
aj,
i don't know if you're ever going to read this, but i just want you to know, that everyone wants you to get better (even those that say that it's an opportunity for n sync. if n sync gets better because of this, they haven't achieved anything, they've just taken advantage where there was nothing to gain.) love and prayers are with you, and you gotta get over it aj. we all know you can, so let's see you get happy and non alcoholic!