Submitted by niki from amsterdam noord holland Netherlands
Date: Tue Jul 24 07:05:09 2001
dear aj how are you doing today baby? I just wanne say that I miss you and that I pray for you every day. you are always in my heart and you will be in my heart till the day that I die. SO you will be in my heart for a long time because I am young and I have a whole life in front of me. you are young to baby, so you mustn't give up. you must think about us, the fans, about your family, about your friends, about the band and last not but lease about your four 'brothers'nick brian howie and kevin. so dont give up!!!!!!! you are going to be better. I and I think the rest of the fans too will take care of you and think of you every second of the day and we all are praying for you and your family that you are better soon. and remember aj just keep the backstreet pride alive. because when you are back the backstreet boys are stronger than ever and they are ready to take over the world!!!!! so get well soon!!! and we, the fans, are there for you!!!!! I love you!!!!!!!xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx and lovies from your number 1 fan from the beginning niki ps come please 2 holland soon because we miss you and nick brian howie and kevin
Submitted by Paula from vlaardingen zuid holland Netherlands
Date: Tue Jul 24 06:57:51 2001
Dear A.J.I have heard the news yesterday. I think that suicide is not the way out. If it is treu that you have this idea in mind. I don't know how it is in this clinic where you are now. but you get visits from your mom, friends as the other guys and other friends of you. i think. See the many fans who wrights to you to support you and stand behind you. Even the guys from N sync, Lou pearlman. The people from Jive and the Firm. The MTV presenters, the TMF presenters, your family , the Wrights, Krystal, The fans, Nick, Howie, Kevin, Brian and your other friends. They support you all. (i try to get you positive now) Keep the faith that you can recover from all this. I think you can !!!!!!!! You have my love and support!!! Paula
Submitted by Elisa Anaid (again , again and again) from Mexico DF Mexico
Date: Tue Jul 24 04:34:05 2001
HI SWETTHEART: HOW ARE YOU TODAY? I KNOW THAT YOU´RE BETTER EVERY DAY BECAUSE YOU´RE VERY STRONG .WELL BABY I THINK THAT YOU KNOW ALL THAT I FEEL FOR YOU I HOPE I HELP IN SOMETHING WITH ALL THIS . REGARS FOR YOUR MOM ,SHE´S IN MY PREYERS EVERY DAY GOD BLESS YOU FOREVER AND EVER LOVE U LOVE ELISA Be cool, Be real, Behave........but also BE HAPPY , BE STRONG ....and.......Be sexy
Submitted by Zainab Farzal from Karachi (though i live in KSA) Pakistan
Date: Tue Jul 24 04:12:32 2001
Dear AJ, Hi! All of us backstreet fans out here want you to get well really soon!! We all pray for you continously. I wish you good luck in your future which will hopefully brighten up for you, your bsb brothers, your family, and of course us fans out here. You did a great thing that you allowed your fans to find out about this and now I am really confident that no other band is like bsb. You have so many fans all over the world and I have to admit I was surprised to see that there wasn't a choice for KSA in the country thing. You guys also have many many fans there. You guys also have millions of 'little' fans in this world! Hope you get well soon and become your old self. keeping the backstreet pride alive, Zainab, a true bsb fan
Submitted by Zehra Anwer from Karachi Pakistan
Date: Tue Jul 24 03:42:08 2001
Dear Aj, Hello! Get well soon, Aj. You're upsetting your other four brothers who're really worried about you and you're upsetting us too. I just want you to know how worried us fans are for you guys and how much you mean to us. I read this interview. It seemed like the person who took it only kept on asking what affect it would have on the band and their fans if you're not able to join the group. I think that it isn't only the band and your fans but it also means your life and what kind of person you are. That's what Nick said in reply. You're a wonderful and brave person. We believe in you and our best wishes will remain with you forever. I hope you guys know how young fans you have. As a fact, I am 11. Anyway, get well. BSB fan forever, Zehra
Submitted by Allie from CA USA
Date: Tue Jul 24 02:43:29 2001
A.J. you are in my thoughts and prayers and I wish you nothing but the best. Being the strong person that you probably are you will pull through with flying colors. I admire the group for telling the fans the truth, it shows that all of you really care. I hope to see you back on the tour because it wouldn't be the same with out your SEXY voice and body on the stage! : ) xoxo luv ya alwayz, allie bsb 4ever&always
Submitted by Marisa Guerrero from Windsor California USA
Date: Tue Jul 24 00:44:27 2001
AJ, if you're reading this, then, well, I'm glad, because even though I'm sure you've heard a lot of this, I don't think one more time could hurt. We are all SO proud of you. You guys have done A LOT for each and every one of us fans, and I personally REALLY appreciate it, and in the past you and the other guys have all been a very reliable source of support and strength for me, and always, ALWAYS, provide an interesting sort of friendship that survives without any actual contact and makes even the worst day that much better, which, by the way, is my definition of friendship. And now, there is nothing more in this world that I would like more than to be able be that same sort of friend to you, but since this is the wierd relationship it is, the best I can do is to offer my prayers. However, I am sure that they will reach you, because I know that there are several million other people out there in this world doing the same thing and that kind of unity could never be denied or dismissed in the eyes of God. Just know that we're all very proud of you and right now, we could care less about TV appearances and all that. We want the VERY best for you and are behind you 100% (all the millions of us). Take care of yourself. I mean that too. We all love you very much, and couldn't be more grateful for your gifts to the world. I only wish that you understand just how much you have triumphed in this world. THAT cannot be denied.
Submitted by keisha from toronto ontario Canada
Date: Tue Jul 24 00:41:48 2001
Dear AJ,As you are well aware u have many fans in Canada who are rooting for u and know that u will be able to beat this thing. I am one of them. I know that your going to beat this thing and I wish u a speedy recovery. I don't want you to feel pressured to return. I would rather u take a whole year off and beat this thing, then to have it lingering over you for the rest of your life.I know that your going to beat this because the band just won't be the same without you. Everyone of your true fans are waiting for your recovery and I am keeping you and the other four boys in my prayers because I know that this must be very hard on you and them aswell. I wish you a speedy recovery and can't wait to see you at our concert in september. KTBSPA for ever! Love always,Keisha
Submitted by Angie from bronx ny USA
Date: Tue Jul 24 00:14:57 2001
Dear AJ, I think what you did was really brave. Not many people have the courage you have.I'm so proud of you. You are a perfect role model for young people and that's why your my favorite. Even though i never saw you in person or met you before i know that your heart is in the right place. I just wish you the best in the future.And i hope sadness would never come to you again. all i want and the other aj fans wish the same thing, Your HAPPINESS!!! God bless you and let him be by you side until the end and beyond!!!From your real devoted fan, Angie Paulino A.K.A Ajsangel4eva
Submitted by farah from panama city florida USA
Date: Tue Jul 24 00:11:13 2001
i think that AJ is gonna be just fine and will be back on the road again and what the guys did was so great of them to share this problome with their fans we love you and we'll always support you:) love, farah.
Submitted by Jules from Philippines
Date: Tue Jul 24 00:04:55 2001
AJ,We're all proud of what you did. I don't care what THOSE people would say about you. For me, you're a role model to people esp. too teenagers. Me, including my family and friends are praying for you (that's true!). You know, I can totally relate to your problems. My group also experienced that and we got lots of support from people, most especially our families and friends. But we also got insults from detractors and that really hurt us. But with the help of the MAN above, we got through all of our problems. So, don't forget to pray to HIM coz I know that HE's the one who can help you fight the obstacles that you are in now. And AJ, I want you to know that you're my inspiration on my newly written song. I hope I can send it to you. We, As fans, friends, youth..our prayers are with you! We love you!! Get well soon and hope to see ya kickin' on your tour. Lots a love, Jules
Submitted by Ambrish from Hyattsville Maryland USA
Date: Mon Jul 23 23:59:52 2001
A.J I am just trying to say, thank you for being honest to yuor fans.I will allways love you threw thick & thin. May GOD bless you and the rest of bsb. Please take care of your self. Much Love Ambrish
Submitted by Tashina from Flagstaff Arizona USA
Date: Mon Jul 23 23:36:40 2001
A.J.- Hey, I can't tell you how proud I am of you!! Being the fan that I am I always thought that you and the rest of the guys were the perfect people and I never thought that you guys would have problems but now I realize nobody is perfect!I guess now that all this has happend my eyes are open to realize that all the fans in the world can't full-fill what a person needs- but A.J. my heart, love, and respect is with you always and forever! And you have already won-just for admitting that you had a problem! You still are a role model to me!! I give you all my love!! I hope you realize that you are a strong, lovable, sweet guy and that you can pull through anything!! I love you A.J.Love Ya Always- Tashina Folgheraiter
Submitted by Vicki from West Nyack NY USA
Date: Mon Jul 23 23:29:10 2001
AJ you add soo much flavor and spunk to the boys that without you the backstreet boys wouldn't be who they are today. You are very brave to admit to ur problem becaus i know how hard it can be to admit that u havve a problem and that u need help. Every one out there in the world is right behind u and the rest other boys things will get better, life will move on, and things will go back to the way they were before this emotional roller coaster came your way. but life moves on and the past must be put behind u and u must look towards the future. Things will get better. If u feel that no one is there for u sometimes and the world just doesn't understand always remember that there will always be four kind,caring guys that will be there to listen and help u.
Submitted by Colleen from Chalmette Louisiana USA
Date: Mon Jul 23 23:25:17 2001
Dear AJ Although I am not one of your biggest fans, I wanted to write to you to tell you how much I admire you. The fact that you not only realized you had a problem, but that you accepted the help of others really shows your character,because(coming from someone who has had friends in the same position) I know that that is half the battle. While some peope may see this as a negative influence on your young fans, I see it as a positive one. You are showing everyone that the best way to solve a problem is to face it an not ignore it. I think you should be proud of yourself on your accomplishment, I know I am. Sincerly yours in Christ, Colleen
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