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Submitted by Makenzie from warwick Rhode Island USA
Date: Wed Jul 25 20:27:44 2001
AJ! i had to write again, because ever since i wrote this morning i havent been able to stop crying. i love u baby...but not like we should get married ( even though that be pretty phat!) but i care about you..then any other 'stranger' may care about. Its because of you and the rest of the bsb members that i live my life everyday. Your pictures i see everyday, and that is what makes me get up in the morning. And when i found out about your problem i cried for weeks, and i still am today. I just wanna let you know that no matter what happenes you will always be in my heart, and everyone else heart. I will love you 4eva baby, and i just wanted to say "thank you" so thx sweetie..i love you
love always makenzie *MUAH!* ((XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO))
Submitted by Brit-Brit from Florida USA
Date: Wed Jul 25 20:26:14 2001
Bone,
I used to be a huge BSB fan, but I am not anymore. When I saw the boys on TRL that day announcing the bad news, I almost cried!! I saw you in concert and you seemed so happy, in interviews, you just look like nothing is wrong. You are a VERY, and I stress the very, strong and intellegent man for realizing your problem and knowing how you can fix it. I know that everyone is proud of you for that. When people tell you that you are stupid or anything like that for going into rehab, you just need to keep in your mind that YOU knew you needed help and you are not stupid for getting it. I think it is very good that the Backstreet Boys told everyone about this because now you know you have support and everyone's got yo back!! =) We all love you, and AJ, remember something; the BSB is NOTHING without the crazy, lovable Alex McLean!! Don't let us down, Panda!!
Good Luck,
Brit-Brit
Submitted by Nikki from buffalo New York USA
Date: Wed Jul 25 20:16:32 2001
My sweet Alex,
Hi baby. I had to write again today. My tears are still falling for you. It's really weird how you can love someone soo much and never even met them once. But the way I love you is special. I love you as a person, what you do to your fans you drive us crazy we are all woried about you. Just thimk you will be out of rehab real soon. We all miss your voice, your beautiful eyes (that you always try to hide), your lucious bod, your all around crazy and full of life disposition!!!! There are soo many people that feel the way I do about you. We feel this connection with you that is unbreakable. And I know if you could you would thank them all personally but you can't because of what you do we all understand. You have touched soo many lives and you continue to do soo. You have made such a positive impression on your fans and people around the world, by letting them into you life and making them realize what your fans realize, that you are only human. Our heavinly father above is watching over you
Submitted by Melissa from North Carolina USA
Date: Wed Jul 25 20:04:33 2001
Hi A.J.
I hope you a chance to read this! I wish you the best of luck. It is sad what your going
through. It's good you relized you had a problem and got help. I hope rehab is helping you and you get better soon. Bye
good luck.
Love Melissa
Submitted by Jeanette Petersen from Kjellerup Jutland Denmark
Date: Wed Jul 25 19:14:03 2001
Hey AJ
I just want to let you know, that you're in my prayers. No matter what happens don't blame yourself, we all get into problems once in a while, that's a part of being human. I'll be thinking and praying for you everyday.
Get well soon. Love
Jeanette Petersen from Denmark
Submitted by Zhidiria from Tampa Fl USA
Date: Wed Jul 25 18:22:19 2001
Alex,
I know so much has gone on in the past year(s). We want you to know that through whatever, we're behind you 100%..remember that. Whenever you feel that things couldn't be any worse..it's so crucial to remember that first you've got your heavenly Father to look to, your family, and yours truly, us fans. We love you and we're standing by you. We'll keep you in our prayers.
Love~zhidiria
Submitted by Trinity from Effingham IL USA
Date: Wed Jul 25 17:53:08 2001
It's odd how you can love someone you have never met. I'm not talking about the love you would have to marry someone, I'm talking about the love of caring about that person. The love of crying just knowing that they are hurting in some way. That is how I love you. The respect I have for you is so great, so large, that no matter what happens you will be always be the one that I could relate to. Love shines through in the oddest ways, but today love is really all that pulls anyone through the toughest times.
All you have to realize is how much you are cared and loved for, then you can pull through anything. A.J. McLean We love you.
From your dearest fans who will stick by you till the end.
Submitted by Nora Moe Graff from Siggerud Norway
Date: Wed Jul 25 17:34:45 2001
...today I just wanna make it short & sweet...If I could choose one thing in the whole world to be, i would be your tear.
Born in your eyes, living on your cheeks, dead on your lips...
But if that was who I were, I'd most of all wish I'd never been born at all..... I hope you'll never have to cry from sadness again, baby.
I love you.
Please come back cuz I miss you. All my love, --Nora:)
Submitted by Brittany B. from Richmond Virginia USA
Date: Wed Jul 25 16:42:10 2001
I think you've got some serious BALLS, man! I mean, not only are you on of THE hottest guy ever...but you're one of the bravest, smartest dudes I've seen! I just wish all the stupid people in the world could really just open their eyes and see what a wonderful thing you're doing and also how much more of a stronger, wiser person you truly are. AJ, you're beautiful! I LOVE YOU, MAN!!! :* )(sobs)
Submitted by Tania del Castillo from Monterey Nuevo León Mexico
Date: Wed Jul 25 15:54:58 2001
this is my message for my love a.j........
I only wan`t you to know that i wish you the best get
well soon and weathever happen’s you can count with me in
the good and the bad
I know that you don’t know me but i fell that you are
part of my life
I don’t want you to favor to recover i to demand
You`re friend’s need you....i need you because you`re my
hold life
In this moment’s my soul it’s divided in two.....
One part is with you and the other one is here
waiting for you.....
I know that there are some thinks that make as
depress.....about your grannny, it was very painfoul
because you was so close to her, but believe me, now
she is in a better place and where she is, she wont
like to see you like this........
You’re strong you know that i am rigth... Remember that i love you , and that you are in my
heart , don let it die......
Get well soon and remember that we all love you.....
Submitted by Kathy from Dedensen near Hannover Germany
Date: Wed Jul 25 15:51:52 2001
Hey Honey!!!!!
Are you ok right now ??? I hope so!!!
I miss you so much. Your voice your smile.... I miss everything.
I hope you come back soon. But I understand when you need more time.I´ll pray for you every day every hour.PLease Alex , smile for me and for the other fans.PLease!!!!!
I wish u a nice day
bye bye KathyP.s.:Never forget we all stay behind you. We and esp. I love you from the bottom of our / my heart/s!!!!!
Submitted by Crystal from ONTARIO Canada
Date: Wed Jul 25 15:48:21 2001
AJ
well ive suffered depression a few times and have to take pills for it so i do understand that u cant always take care of it on ure own...sometimes u need some help to get u through it and theres nothing wrong with asking for that help even though its sooo hard to do so....but u did and that takes alot, i know that....ure a strong man, u fell down but u got right back up and that show how strong and determined u are....u are human AJ and we all know that and we would never blame u or look down on u because of that...if anything we respect u more...we all love u and always will...u have all the support in the world (literally!!)Love crystal
Submitted by ~G.L~ from Miami Florida USA
Date: Wed Jul 25 15:29:54 2001
}{ Hey Sweetie }{
well it's taken me a long time to write again because I've been undeceive...
"Sorry"...
What can I say I am so HAPPY or should I say EXCITED in knowing that you only have !!!!!THIRTEEN DAYS LEFT IN REHAB!!!!!..
I can't wait to see you on the road again and I'm sure as I say that I can't wait. I'm speaking for many fans out there. that can't wait to see you on the road again with the rest of the boys... I am hoping that you'll be ready when you come out.. because if not then sweetie take your time on this.. you need to be ready.... i am working on something that i am writing for you.. but i am just scared that you might not get it.. so I'm still kinda nervous about all this.. but well what can i say.. sometimes we need to take the chances on life and see what happens at the end... I would like to say this because in the first letter I wasn't able to say it.. "I'm proud, as well as others are that you chose to go into rehab and take care of your problem"... i sure hope that this one step you took inspires a lot of people out there... and shows them that if they have a problem... no matter how much you tend to run away from it.. it won't go away until you face it.... as we all know a lot of people misunderstood this whole situation.. and well some people just don't take things the way they should because they get numb and upset.. thinking that you and the rest of the boys wouldn't do something like this.. but you guys are humans.. and humans tend to do things when they become numb at one point of their lives.. and noone can stop that.. everyone has problems.. just some don't know how to handle it as well as others... and you're a perfect example of someone who handled their problem.. and i honestly think you deserve more than respect for what you did.. this is reality and people should respect it....
~*All thoughts and prayers are with you*~ (((((HUGE_HUGS))))))=0)
Submitted by Diane from Bismarck ND USA
Date: Wed Jul 25 15:23:30 2001
Alex,My prayers are with you, like so many others. I just want you to know that no one thinks poorly of you, we just want to see you smile once again! I know it's going to be hard, but we are all here for you, pulling for you.
Submitted by Amalia M. from Miami Florida USA
Date: Wed Jul 25 15:10:05 2001
Aj we miss your voice....we just wanna see you smile again on stage to us...we wanna see your face smiling and talking again on tv...we need to see your face...we know what its like to live without you..and believe us..its a miserable life!dont think im joking bro im serious.We love you and we always will keep on loving you ..I know I will keep on loving you everyday of your life..im praying and thinking of you fondly forever in my heart and your always in my mind...baby I love you..so much I can die....please get much better your the one I think of day and night.....
--your love :Amalia
~~::[AJ I LOVE YOU AND I ALWAYS WILL NO MATTER WHAT]::~~
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