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Submitted by Kody from New Jersey (yeah, I know ... *sigh*) USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 22:54:19 2001
Okay, see, I don't listen much to pop music. We (pop music and I) had a falling-out a few years ago - issues with honesty and all that. But I happened to be channel surfing today and I caught footage of the MTV interview. And I know if there's a place that I might actually get through, it's here. And if anyone reads this and would like to contact me, I entered my e-mail address. Let me make this clear: I do not like the Backstreet Boys as a music group, and I really don't give much thought to them in general. But they are human beings, and I respect that. And speaking as someone who has (is) dealing with issues like depression and suicide, I feel - obligated - to write this. Speaking to AJ, and AJ alone: Dude, it's okay to be sad and angry and hurt, and it's okay to scream and cry and rage, and believe it or not there's a certain beauty to pain. But you have to keep everything in perspective. Just take a mental step back and breathe and say, "Whoa." Okay? And then please realize that life - including, not despite, all the pain and the hurt and the rage - is such a beautiful thing. Seriously, just like, go by the ocean and feel the waves crash against your body, or let dew soak in between your toes, or go watch the moon rise; this life, this world, is so full of Beauty. And it's so worth it. Because even though you probably don't believe me now, you're going to have a moment when you will. Just live for that moment. And it will happen. Because whatever put us here in this life would not give us this awesome chance and not let us experience it at least once. And if you hurt now, it's okay, because that will make the light that much brighter. Okay? Just please, if you don't believe me now, hang on, because someday you will. Hang on, and keep in mind that at heart, people are beautiful too. We don't always convey this to our full potential, but allowances must be made. Beauty, okay? I hear this beauty in your voice, and I don't hear it often ... and I see it in your eyes. They give you away. Live for that. Live for the beauty.
Submitted by Francesca from USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 22:54:06 2001
I've heard a lot of people talk about what a scandal this is, and how embarassing it is for the whole group. Speaking as someone who has been a fan since way back in the days of "We've Got it Goin' On," I just wanted to say that I've never been more proud to be a fan than I am now. Deciding that you need help is the hardest part, and AJ is being incredibly brave for finally admitting he has a problem that can't be solved alone. And as far as the way the rest of the guys have handled this, being so honest and upfront about everything, its just really great to be reminded of why I've been a fan for so long.
Submitted by Niza López from Puebla Puebla Mexico
Date: Tue Jul 10 22:54:05 2001
Dear AJI just wanna tell you how much I care about you, I've been praying all day for you, I'm sure you can get through this, we love you, your family loves you, your friends do, you gotta be alright! , because you changed my life and you have always been there for me, I can feel it when I hear the bsb songs, so now we are here for you, We need you , so please come back soon... with all my love
Niza
Submitted by Robin from CT USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 22:54:02 2001
Dear AJ,
I want you to always know how many people all across the world love and support you. We are going to stick by you no matter what, because you have always done the same for us. Whenever I am down , who is there to put a smile on my face?...you are! And for that i will always and forever have you in my heart and soul. I know you are going throughu such a hard time right now but i know how strong you are. I wish you could understand how many people admire you for admitting that you had a problem, that , i feel makes you such an amazing person. I want you to know that you did the right thing and should have no regrets or guilt, because you are such an inspiration for seeking help and being true and honest to all our your fans.
dont know if you could ever quite understand how many peoples lives you have affected in such postive ways. I know it must be hard to understand, but i know for a fact you have influenced the lives of my best friend and myself, and for that we can never thank you enough. If there were any way i could give you, Brian, Nick, Howie, and Kevin huge hugs belive me i would!
Just please always remember how many people are praying for you and admiring you for getting help.
Always and forever in My Heart,
Robin
Be strong for us AJ! We love you thru thick and thin!
Submitted by Kim Bell and Cara Basilio from USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 22:53:15 2001
Dear AJ,
You are in our prayers, thoughts, and best wishes. We love you AJ. We thought it might be best for you to know that all your fans care about you so much. We know that this probably won't mean much to you but we know what you're going through. Good luck and Stay strong. Supportful and worried,
Kim and Cara
Submitted by Sue from BROCKTON Massachusetts USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 22:51:48 2001
AJ,I really commmend you for what you are doing. It is not easy admitting that something is wrong. Your fans are behind you 100%. Don't look ahead of you and don't look behind you, concentrate on today because that is all we really have. Just take everything one day at a time and when it gets to be too overwhelming, take it 5 minutes at a time. I tried winning tickets to the Boston Show, but didn't. My daughter's 16th birthday is in July and that would have made an awesome birthday for her!!! It hasn't been easy the last few months and I wanted something that would really cheer her up.
A 45 yr old fan of the BSB!!!!!
Sue
Submitted by Kate from Maryland USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 22:51:43 2001
AJ, you are in my thoughts and prayers. Please know and remember that you are loved by countless fans. We all appreciate the joy you have given us through your music as well as your wonderful personality. No matter how hard it is or how long it takes, you will always have our love and support. Your honesty and bravery is an inspiration and a true testament to your strong soul. Good luck.
Submitted by Suzie from Downey Cali USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 22:51:26 2001
Dearest AJ,
Hey, well as i sit here listening to the Millennium cd...i think and wonder about you. Your fans, your family, and the boys really care about you and hope u make a healthy and speedy recovery. Dont ever forget that we're always here for you 100 percent. Ups, Downs, it doesnt matter we love you no matter what! :) LoVe oNe Of uR bIgGesT FaNs,
SuZiE
Submitted by Jenny from IL USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 22:51:05 2001
AJ~ I just wanted to say that I hope you recover quickly and myself and all your fans are behind you 100%!! Get better AJ you are in my prayers!
Submitted by Kristina from Lancaster PA USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 22:49:05 2001
Dear AJ,
I don't normally post things online because I'm not sure if people even care, but I'm doing this because I care about you. I don't share this with anyone but a few months ago I was hospitalized for severe depression too. It was the best thing for me. I denied it all of the time and didn't admit that I was depressed until I started to try to commit suicide. I just want to let you know that you have all of my love and support while you're going thru this. I've been there, I know what it's like. I was at your concert last Thursday at Hershey and I just knew something wasn't just right with you, but no one else could tell because they haven't been there. AJ please know that my love, thoughts, and prayers are with you during this difficult time.
Love Always And Forever,
Kristina
Submitted by Kay from Hong Kong China
Date: Tue Jul 10 22:48:54 2001
Dear AJ,
I'm sorry for what happened to you but I hope you're gettin' better now and plz take good care of yourself. We'll be 4ever supportin' you guys no matter what. Take care! Best wishes,
Kay
Submitted by Sheri Howard from Bristol Wi. USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 22:47:49 2001
AJ,
When my dad told me what had happened, i started to break down and cry. i've been going through a lot of stuff for the past year. i've been going through depression, i've been drinking, and i smoke. my mom has always been there for me when i needed her, but sometimes u have to take things into your own hands. i'm glad that u decided to go to rehab, u made the right choice. Just to let you know that my singing group Serenity is always here for you. We don't know when but were going to be doing a sock hop for all of BSB's foundations. Were hoping that it will go good, and were hoping that you will get well soon. So get well soon.Love ur greatest fan and "soon to be" (maybe) singing group,
Sheri and Serenity
Submitted by Gabrielle M. from TX USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 22:47:08 2001
A.J.,
I just want to say that I am happy that you stepped up to the plate and admitted that you have a problem. It's the first step to the road to recovery. I have always felt like you needed a hug just by the expressions on your face in pictures I've seen, and I have always wanted to give that hug to you and just listen. I wish you all the best on your road to recovery, and I am here for ya even though we don't really know each other. God bless and take care. Love,
A 20 year old Fan
Submitted by Zakkiyya from North Little Rock Arkansas USA
Date: Tue Jul 10 22:46:55 2001
Alex, First off im not gunna lie and pretend i know what your goin thru buz i dont
so im glad your doing what you think is right and im hoping you'll get better soon
im praying for you and the other bsb to stay strong and stay you because i
have faith in you and so do millions of other ppl that you influence im not
worried about what the media or anyone else says i know you'll come out doin fine
-All my love ~ktbspa~
Submitted by Jennifer Bleakney from Moncton NB Canada
Date: Tue Jul 10 22:46:40 2001
Dear AJ,
Hey sweetie!! I hope you are beginning to feel better and get your problems resolved. I hope you realize how much of an inspiration you have been to myself as well as to thousands of others. I admire you even more now that you have had the courage and strength to admit to your problem. As Brian said, you must realize you are in need of help before anyone can help you. That is true and I am so proud of you for taking this step to help yourself. It is also courageous of you to admit your problem and admit yourself into rehab during this tour. You did this for yourself, I am glad that you did not wait until the tour was over before going into rehab. Always put your own well-being before the fans' happiness cuz we will be behind you no matter what. I know you will become better and whenever you are feeling depressed, just think of all the people who care for you, you will never be forgotten by us, the fans, or your brothers who truly love you too. You have my support, I hope you get well soon, love you with all my heart, Jennifer KTBSPA!!!
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