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Submitted by katherine from montgomery alabama USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:41:41 2001
@~~aj~~@
hey aj!!first i would like to tell you how proud all of your fans are of you!also that you are in our prayers all the time.i also want to tell you that i go through depression too.so i have a very small inclination of what you are going through.i can always tell right befor i get depressed, & i dread it,i'm terrified because i am such a happy person& it brings my self confidence down, i love to please people.i try and do whatever i can to help & meet everyones needs.i bottle things up inside & i dont tell any one how i feel, accept for one friend, i tell her everything,sometimes though, i cant tell her how i feel about certain things.i have helped myself get over some of my depression by talking about my problems no matter what they are to who ever i can trust thats around me at the time,and i cry, a lot!!!and it helps me, i also write songs and poems to whatever im feeling right then,i know you do to.i recomend taking a journal every where you go , even to the grocery store, i do that,its just a suggestion. i love you, you are in my family & friends prayers,im proud of you, & thank you for all you have done for me, i love you.
Submitted by Kristy from Robbinsville NJ USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:38:32 2001
It's a life lived in vain, and now, once again, angony has struck the Backstreet boys. I know AJ will not be able to read this because rehab centers don't allow outside contact until a clean bill of health, so I'm not worried or upset if the boys read this or not. I just have to say I saw the boys on July 3 and it didn't look like the boys or AJ for the matter were in trouble; but i will let you in on something. If it looks like there is no problem with someone and they all act peachy, there is something wrong. I always felt that one of the boys would enter a rehab center, but i never thought it would be AJ. I always thought it would be Nick or Howie cause, you have to admit that they always act too peachy and happy. I wish that i could be as happy as they always seem to be, but that'll never happen. Right now, AJ seems to be in a lot of sh*t (i hope i can say that) and he needs support. I'm glad he asked for help cause he looks like a person who would have a hard time asking for help. He's got b*lls to ask for help, and i'm glad he did. I know alot of people are thinking that AJ and the boys did this for publisity, but when i saw the pain and tears in each of their faces, i knew this was a genuine group of guys. Nick looked like he'd burst out crying like a baby and his voice cracked in complete sorrow! If they're acting, there're really great actors on grief. I never heard or seen the boys that upset and thats how i know that they are really worried and this is really happening. If you see another interview of them, look at their eyes. You can see in each of them, "My brother needed help. I can only hope he can make it." It seems that they love him, and nothing will change that. Besides, NIck and Howie's attitudes make lying almost imposable. They would seem to have a very hard time lying. I'm proud of AJ for having the b*lls to admit he had a problem. I prolly will never be able to admit a problem like that and i am so proud that he admited to himself that what he was doing was ruining him mind, body and spirit. If the boys are reading this, i just want to let you know that even though we never met, we love AJ just the same and we want him to get better just the same amount. No matter the distance, each of us can reach in each others hearts and give the same amount of love to a person who needs support. Take care everyone and hope everyone can have some sleep tonight, knowing that AJ is in good hands and in everyone's prayers. Good night a God Bless. If anyone wants to get in touch with me just to talk about him, I'm always on to talk to someone about my boys and their support. My IM Name is Angeldevilwings1. Love you all and sweet dreams,
Kristy "Da Penmarker" G.
Submitted by haley from vancouver BC Canada
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:38:00 2001
AJ,
I wish you all the best for your recovery. Hope you get better soon. God Bless you and the boys....
lots of love
haley
Submitted by Megan from Chillicothe Missouri USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:35:34 2001
AJ~
I've been hearing alot of points of view about your recent news and I wanted to add one also :). I think that you are doing a great thing. People are saying they are heartbroken over this tragedy and its such a terrible thing because you have everything..you shouldn't be depressed. Well, they need to shut their traps! First of all, this is not a tragedy at all, people should be rejoicing that you are trying to be healthy. And second, it doesn't matter how much money you have in this world, there's always something to get you down. I have little troubles like boys to worry about, or if my hair looks okay today. You have to worry about trusting people, hoping they won't betray you, not getting worn out from such a hectic schedule and lots of other things. I can see how hard your life can be and I totally give you props for being able to survive it and come out strong. You are a great person AJ, even though I don't know it from experience, I can tell. Hopefully, one day, maybe even in heaven, I can meet you for real, and get to see the amazing person you are. :) I love ya. Be strong because your fans and their prayers are w/ you! We're KTBSPA! Lots of love- Megz
Submitted by Randa from Williamsburg VA USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:34:34 2001
AJ,First off I would like to commend you on coming forth with your problem. Its not hard to just feel depressed. I can relate in more ways then one. I have lost a lot in the past year. Its not really a "problem" its just a minor set back to where you felt you should be. I wish you the best of luck. WE THE FANS ARE BEHIND YOU 110% and will continue to support you until your healthy. God Bless. Love Always and Forever,
Randa
Submitted by Lana from New Zealand
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:29:59 2001
To AJ
Whatever pain you must feel, however lost you might seem, the strength of others that love you will help rebuild the lost strength from within. So by judging by the person you are and those that surround you, you'll get though this. Not that it's gonna be easy but you'll make it.
Along with the millions of others concerned just remember:
Whatever it takes we're gonna be there.Lana
Submitted by Natália Rodrigues from Brasília DF Brazil
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:27:00 2001
Dear AJ,
I don't know if u will get to read this, but if u're reading, I want you to know that I pray for you to get better every day when I wake up and when i go to bed. and I KNOW that u'll come back to all of us, fans!!!
BSB fans are bravehearts, we're ready for any war!
I'll always luv ya! And always b there for ya! My heart and soul belongs to you! YOU'RE MY LIFE!!!!!
Best wishes,
Natália
Submitted by Megan from Menomonee Falls WI USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:23:26 2001
Hey!
I just wanted to let u know,J , that i respect u EVEN MORE than i did b4! I give u tons of credit for telling someone that you have a problem!At first i just liked u cuz u were hott but i realized that there's more to someone than there looks so I wish to the best of luck! I will pray 4 u every night and I'm sure i'll dream about u too! lol! well lot's of love and prayers! love always,
~~*~Meggs**~*
Submitted by Courtney from Phoenix Arizona USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:22:27 2001
AJ I am so glad you are seeking help for your condition on your own. I'll keep u in my prayers. I'm sorry about your grandmother. I can't relate to you because I've never had a love one die, but I never knew my grandmother because she died of Cancer before I was born. I know u can over come this fight because I believe you have a strong heart and can make it. Keep your head held high and don't listen to those who judge you for your past actions. This is a battle you can defeat because you made the right choice by yourself, you spark the flame to get help. May God be with you always and guide you always on the right path
Love, Peace, and Soul to ya
CJ
Submitted by Lana from st.louis mo USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:21:33 2001
aj.....
i know you will make it through this. im very proud of you for stepping up and speaking of this. your a wonderful role model for all your fans and for everyone in this wolrld. this will show many people that it is ok to admitt that you have a problem and i love you soo much for that!!
even though i have never met you i still love you aj!!love you...lana muahhh
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Submitted by Anna from Hong Kong China
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:20:35 2001
To Lovely AJI am very sad when I first heard that you are sick. I know I can't help you. You need to get well by yourself. I can just pray for you. Keep away from alcohol, that's not good for health. P.S.(Take care to your body, Backstreet. We all worry about you. Fans can't live without YOU!!) Love,
Anna.
Submitted by Bianca Li from Richmond Hill Ontario Canada
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:16:11 2001
~Hey AJ!~
I hope you are doing better. I want to tell you that you are so brave for seeking help for your problem. I know its hard to admit that you have a problem, but you did and I want to tell you that I have even more respect for you than I did before because of that. I know you can overcome this because you are a very strong person. You will pull through this and I am completely 100% behind you as is all your fans, the rest of the boys,and your family. You are in my prayers everyday. TAKE CARE AND GOD BLESS! LUV ALWAYS,
Bianca :) * Nick, Brian, Howie, and Kevin, you guys also deserve to be congratulated. I think it must of taken alot of courage to announce this to the public and I also respect you guys even more for announcing this so that your fans could now. I want to thank you guys so much for thinking of us. I LOVE YOU ALL SOO MUCH AND I HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON!!! :) *KTBSPA*
Submitted by melody huang from temple city CA USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:15:47 2001
At one time or another
Everyone must take a fall
But the good at heart
Always get back up and stand tall
And make a fresh start
Supported by friends
And family too
You'll get through the toughest times
That's definitely trueRemember that BSB fans and admirers alike support you all the way, AJ! Wishing you a fast recovery,
-Melody
Submitted by Tiffany from Chicago Illinois USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:14:40 2001
A.J. has been a really big inspiration to me over the years. He has taught me to really believe in myself and just let go sometimes. In this time of need, I wish A.J. the best and I wana let him know that I am praying for him. I know what he is going through, becasue I have suffered from depression myself. I want A.J. McLean to know that if he EVER needs a friend, I'm right here!!
Submitted by Courtney from Phoenix Arizona USA
Date: Wed Jul 11 01:13:34 2001
AJ I am so glad you are seeking help for your condition on your own. I'll keep u in my prayers. I'm sorry about your grandmother. I can't relate to you because I've never had a love one die, but I never knew my grandmother because she died of Cancer before I was born. I know u can over come this fight because I believe you have a strong heart and can make it. Keep your head held high and don't listen to the media's negative remarks.
Love, Peace, and Soul to ya
CJ
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