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Submitted by Joy from Singapore
Date: Thu Jul 12 04:50:42 2001
This is for you, AJ-Just P.U.S.H!
A man was sleeping at night in his cabin when suddenly his room filled with light, and God appeared. The Lord told the man he had work for him to do, and showed him a large rock in front of his cabin. The Lord explained that the man was to push against the rock with all his might. So, this the man did, day after day. For many years he toiled from sun up to sun down; his shoulders set squarely against the cold, massive surface of the unmoving rock, pushing with all of his might. Each night the man returned to his cabin sore and worn out, feeling that his whole day had been spent in vain. Since the man was showing discouragement, the Adversary (Satan) decided to enter the picture by placing thoughts into the weary mind: "you have been pushing against that rock for a long time, and it hasn't moved." Thus giving the man the impression that the task was impossible and that he was a failure. These thoughts discouraged and disheartened then man. "Why kill myself over this?" he thought. "I'll just put in my time, giving just the minimum effort; and that will be good enough." And that is what he planned to do, until one day, he decided to make it a matter of prayer and take his troubled thoughts to the Lord. "Lord,"he said, I have labored long and hard in your service, putting all my strength to do that which you have asked me. Yet, after all this time, have not even budged that rock by half a milimeter. What is wrong? Why am I failing?" The Lord responded compassionately, "My friend, when I asked you to serve ME and you have accepted, I told you that your task was to push against the rock with all of your strength, which you done. Never once did I mention to you that I expected you to move the rock. Your task was to push. And now you come to Me with your strength spent, thinking that you have failed. But is that really so? Look at yourself. Your arms are strong and muscled, your back, sinewy and brown, your hands are callused from constant pressure, your legs have become massive and hard. Through opposition you have grown much and your abilities now surpass that which you have used. Yet you havent's moved the rock. But your calling was to be obedient and to push and to exercise your faith and truth in My wisdom. This you have done. Now I, My friend, will now move the rock." At times when we hear a word from God, we tend to use our own intellect to decipher what He Wants when actually what God wanted is just a simple obedience and faith in him. By all means, exercise the faith that moves mountains, but know that it is still God who moves mountains. When everything seems to go wrong... just P.U.S.H! When the job gets you donw...just P.U.S.H! When people don't react the way you think they should... just P.U.S.H! When people just don't understand you ... just P.U.S.H.!
P= Pray
U= Until
S= Something
H= Happens No one can go back and make a brand new start.
Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending. God didn't promise days without pain,
Laughter without sorrow, sun without rain,
But he did promise strength for the day,
comfort for the tears,
and light for the way. When something happens to you, good or bad, consider what it means.
There's a purpose to life's events, to teach you how to laugh more
or not to cry too hard.
When you feel down because
you didn't get what you want,
lost something you really treasure,
don't be sad or feel bad
because God is always thinking of something better yo give you. Aj, this is just words of encouragement, for you, from me. I know you can get through all of these things happening. Just be strong and believe that you can overcome this. Best believe that you are always in our thoughts and all the fans are praying for you and your speed recovery. We are here behind you, ready to support you in everything, in ups and downs. Even if would take long before you could get back, we'll patiently wait even for longer than month, if it means seeing you back on stage as the guy you used to be, only stronger and better. Please remember, there are lots of people here in the world you care about you and there is one man above you always watches over you. My prayers are with you, I love you and the guys so much! Don't give up, be strong! You can do it!
Submitted by Brittany from OHIO USA
Date: Thu Jul 12 04:47:47 2001
AJIGGITY,
Baby, u know we all love u and wish the VERY best. You mean the world to me and all of us fans and we all love you so much! You get better soon and come back to us. There is NO BSB w/o you AJ!
we're all praying for you baby so get well .
I LOVE YOU.
Submitted by STACEY BARNETT from HAVANT PORTSMOUTH England
Date: Thu Jul 12 04:45:56 2001
AJ
I think you guys are great. You send out warmth and comfort to so many people all over the world and give them hope, now we will return some love to you. I will always love and respect you. Never give up. xxxxxx
Submitted by DENISSE RODRIGUEZ(GWENSINERGY) from Salinas PUERTO RICO Puerto Rico
Date: Thu Jul 12 04:43:10 2001
aj,ya veras q vas a estar bien,te deseo todo lo mejor del mundo a ti a todos los bsb y a tu familia.esto le pasa a todo el mundo,en mi caso yo estoy luchando contra la anorexia al igual que a mi hermana que tambien le pasa lo mismo que a mi ,pero yo estoy segura que al igual que yo y mi hermana vamos a salir de esto ,tu mas que nadie lo vas a lograr ,tu eres muy fuerte aunque tu no lo creas ,tu tienes el apoyo de tu madre ,tus amigos y tus fan ,que todo eso en conjunto hara que despues de esos 30 dias estes trepado en una tarima bailando y cantando y llenando de colores maravillosos a tu vida.eso pasara rapido ya lo veras.dios te esta acompaņando siempre .desde salinas,p.r te estaremos enviando mil horaciones.lo vas a lograr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(All caps detected. Message converted to lowercase)
Submitted by H. King from Chicago Illinois USA
Date: Thu Jul 12 04:42:52 2001
Dear Alex,
After hearing about your courageous decision about your health, I hae decided to also get serious help for my own addiction to alcohol and my issues with depression. I have tried for 6 months to conquer it myself with a little help from councelors.. I even moved 1500 miles to hide it from my mother. Now, I'm moving back home and with her help I'mgoing to get the help I need to deal with my own "demons" and finally get rid of the booze.
You have always been an inspiration to me, AJ, and I want to tell you that I appreciate your determination and you honesty along with the guys in this situation. It truly means a lot. No one should ever live a lie, no matter how famous. God bless you. God keep you safely in his arms. I won't say get well soon, because you need as much time possible. I will just say get well. Forever grateful I am
For an angel has lightened my life
He has sent me the strength I need
To get past all strife
He has made my journey
Worth more than gold
Sharing his life
Each day as it unfolds
I thank you, sweet angel
For all you have done
And what battles you have to fight
Remember, you already have won Peace to you, AJ.... A caring fan...
Submitted by K,C,A,P,J,M from United Kingdom
Date: Thu Jul 12 04:39:37 2001
Dear aj
we are thinking about you take care and God bless. dont worry about anything.
Submitted by ANITA from HONG.KONG China
Date: Thu Jul 12 04:31:11 2001
a.j
i have been supporting u guys for six years. you are the best team that i never seen before.u have made a good decidion, i know u can come across this difficulty, trust yourself & trust me, i'll go anythere for you.
god bless u!
love,
anita
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Submitted by Abbey Munro from Brisbane Queensland Australia
Date: Thu Jul 12 04:21:16 2001
AJ,You've always expressed to us, your fans, that you should never give up. Now it's time for us to give back to you and let you know that no matter what, we will ALWAYS love you, and we know you can get through this. We're all so proud of you for being as strong as you are through all this, and right now I've never been more proud to say that I'm an AJ McLean fan. We all love you, and we won't give up on you, just like you've never given up on us. Take care of yourself dude :) Love always,
Abbey (and Laura) Munro
Brisbane, Australia
Submitted by Natalie from Houston TX USA
Date: Thu Jul 12 04:20:11 2001
You once said:
"Music is love, love is music, music is my life, and I love my life"
Your love for what you do and what you give us with your music is very inspiring. Nothing compares to your laughter and your voice and I pray I will hear it again soon. You have always been there for your fans, and I am with you through this difficult time. This will only make you a stronger person, more than what you already are. Believe in yourself, like many have believed in you. Be strong! With much love and respect to you A.J, and the rest of the Backstreet Boys.
Natalie
Submitted by Susie from Long Beach California USA
Date: Thu Jul 12 04:17:57 2001
Dear AJ,
It's been two days since I heard the news about your problem and I still find myself crying at times. I guess it's pretty hard for me knowing that you're in so much pain. But you know what AJ, you will get through this, I know you will because I believe in you. Just take it one day at a time, and know that your fans will be with you every step of the way. You're not alone AJ, your friends, family, the guys and all your fans are behind you 110% We're here for ya sweetie. Don't even worry about postponing the shows either because all we care about is you. We want you to get better AJ, so please take all the time you need. We'll wait forever if we have to. I mean it. I hope you know how much you mean to me, and not just me but all your fans. We all love you so much, and we just want you to get better. Oh my God AJ, I wish I could do more than just write you a letter. I wish I could be by your side at this moment and hug you and tell you that everything's gonna be all right because it is. I know it is. I have faith in you AJ. Besides, you've already shown how strong you are by admitting you have a problem and getting help for it. Do you know how proud I am of you for that? AJ, that really took guts and I love and respect you more than ever now. You really are an inspiration to all of us. Thank you, and the guys, for being honest with the fans. It really means a lot to know that you really do care about us. I am so proud to call myself a Backstreet fan. You guys are awesome! You guys and your music have helped me out so much during the toughest moments of my life, now it's my time to repay you. I love you so much AJ, I just can't stand to know that you're hurting so much. I wish I could make it all better. I just wanna see you smile again. I want you to be happy AJ...that's all that matters to me. Your happiness is all that matters. (I pray to God that you know that.) Please get better soon, I know you can do it. You can do anything! But for now all I can offer is my support and my prayers. I will keep you, your family and the boys in my prayers. I love you AJ, more than words can say, never forget that.
Submitted by BSBANGEL from ZhuHai Guangdong China
Date: Thu Jul 12 04:16:49 2001
AJ!!!we miss you!!!!!!get better soon!!!!!!
Don't be so sad!!you have us!!and your friends:NICK BRIAN HOWIE KEVIN!we will always by your side and suppor you!!!!!
and
LET MUSIC HEAL YOUR SOUL!!!
Submitted by stephanie from greenville sc USA
Date: Thu Jul 12 03:39:25 2001
alex you are a strong and brave man,who came out before it got so bad like some others.sweetheart you can beat this cause everyone belives in you and we know you can.good luck and never give up
alex????????ktbspa-4-ever.we are praying for u. we miss and love you
soooo much,,hugs&kisses
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Submitted by Bonnie from Bay Area California USA
Date: Thu Jul 12 03:25:26 2001
We all love and support you AJ and can't wait for your return!One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the Lord.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it.
“Lord, You said that once I decided to follow You, You’d walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don’t understand why when I needed You most You would leave me"
The Lord replied, “My son, My precious child, I love you and would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you.” You are being carried AJ...by the fans and by a higher power...I love you!
Submitted by Brie from E.Patchogue New York USA
Date: Thu Jul 12 03:24:25 2001
For AJIt gets hard when times confuse your mind
nowhere to turn
thoughts in your mind, they crash, they burn
depression beckons, sadness looms near
feelings in your bones, you writhe with fear
coldness follows, your head is spinning
you try to fight it, the madness is winning
then suddenly a hand touches your heart
pulls you back from being torn apart
you begin to rise, you wonder who
millions strong supporting you
a sigh of relief, you feel safe once more
you begin to feel better than ever before
so many faces from so many places
letting you know how we care.
Gentle eyes, tell our thoughts,
let you know we'll always be there.
And before you know it you'll be healthy again,
happier now, not like then
and just when you think the battle has begun
think again,
cause the battle is won. I love you AJ, and I wish you the best. I've always supported you and I always will.
You're in my heart and my thoughts and prayers.
Submitted by Josselin Lara (Carter) from Mexico DF Mexico
Date: Thu Jul 12 03:09:34 2001
Hi AJ!!!
I just wanna say I love you. Don't worry about anything right now just focus in you. All BSBfans love you and trust that "Eveything it's gonna be allright", cuz you always gonna be our cute BONE.Carter Girl
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