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Submitted by Mayara Limeira from João Pessoa Paraiba Brazil
Date: Sun Jul 15 20:37:16 2001
Hello Dear,
Well honey, first of all i'd like to say that I LOVE YOU and i'll always love you even if you do something wrong. I want you to know dear that You are a human and you can fall down, cry and stay upset about everything. it is normal. But you can't give up and forget that you are alive and there are lots of people that really love you and need your help. We ( the fans) won't judge or punish you about what you've done. Never! Because we love you so much. we were with you from the beginning and whatever you've done we'll be always by your side. Of course that we are worry but we wanna see you again! singing, dancing, smiling and playing. Like you ever done! Look dear,You are so special for us. And you are so special for God too. He is the answer for all the problems we have. He loves you. He is always by your side, guiding and pushing you up. you may ask: where is He? the answer is :inside your heart. You just need to find him. If you do it, He'll help you. Please do it.'Cause there are lots of people that wanna see your smile again like your Mother, your family, your friends and all your fans around the world.
I know darling that it is so hard to overcome but you need to open your eyes and see that what you searched to make pleasant your pain wasn't good for you, for your body, for your mind and mainly for your heart. We know that you are sad and hurted about that. Of course! But honey, All our prayers doesn't work if you close your eyes and give up. it is up to you! please come back cause we need you a lot. behave yourself, okay?!
Lots of kisses from,
Mayara.
Submitted by Julie Bouvier from St-Jean-sur-Richelieu Quebec Canada
Date: Sun Jul 15 20:36:59 2001
Hello
We miss you!!
We wiss you will better soon!!
See you at Montréal!!
Bye BYe
We love you!!
Julie and Katy
Submitted by Julie Bouvier from St-Jean-Sur-Richelieu Quebec Canada
Date: Sun Jul 15 20:31:36 2001
Hello
We miss you so much.
Se you at Montréal!!!
Hopping you will be better soon!!!
See you at Montréal!
We love you!!!
Julie and Katy
Submitted by Margaret Willingham from Tempe AZ USA
Date: Sun Jul 15 20:12:42 2001
AJ,
Hey sweetie! I love you, I'm proud of you and I know you are gonna be just fine. Your courage and strength are an inspiration to not only me but millions of others in this world.
God Bless You, tattooed wonder ...
Maggie
Submitted by *Ma®* Carter from São Paulo SP Brazil
Date: Sun Jul 15 20:10:30 2001
Hey AJ!!! My name is Mariana, I'm from Brazil and I'd like to say that me, my friends and all the Backstreet fans in the whole world are praying for you and we are here with you, forever and ever! We are giving you support cause we love you so much, you and the other guys are some of the best people that God could creat and I just want to let you know that we are here for everything you need, ok? I don't know if you will read this but the most important thing is that I'm here writing for you and showing all love that I have for you and the BSB since 1997! I love you so much, you gave me the most part of the happiness in my life, you and the boys gave me faith, that I could believe in my dreams and this year my best dream came true! I went to my first BSB concert and it was here, in my city, and it was the best day in my life cause YOU were there! Thanks for make me go on and now I know that I need always believe in my dreams. Now you need to believe in you dream...you will be ok very soon and my second best day in my life will be that when I hear that you are ok! You need to be good and happy to make me good and happy too! I love you so much and I give you my heart now...I'm not with you but I'm sure my best thoughts are with you now! "You don't know how you've touched my life, oh in so many ways that I just can't describe".
Always KTBPA!
Kisses and love
Ma Carter from Brazil
Submitted by MELINA from Rio de Janeiro Rio de Janeiro Brazil
Date: Sun Jul 15 19:59:38 2001
AJ, my dear AJ! I know what you have been passing and we are praying a lot for you. Is hard lose someone that we love, but now you have to count with you friends, family and fans. I had lost my grandmother in Christmas' Day and I suffered a lot with that (and I still suffer! And much more now, because I know what you are feeling!). And TG (my best friend!) had lost her grandmother in the same day that you had lost yours. And TG loves you so much and she is praying for you a lot and is suffering with your pain, because is her pain too. I'm writing to say that, the tears that are running down my face now are not tears of sadnees, but are tears of hope: hope that you will be well very soon! Never give up, my dear friend, cause your happiness is our happinnes, your fear is our fear, your tear is our tear. It proves that you are part of us and we are part of you!No matter what we have come through, or how many perils we have safely passed, or how imperfect and jagged our life has been, we cannot in our heart of hearts imagine how it could have been different. As we look back on it, it slips in behind us in orderly disarray, and, with all its mistakes, acquires a sort of eternal fitness, and even, at times, a poetic glamour.
Randolph Silliman Bourne A BIG KISS FROM EVERYBODY HERE IN BRAZIL! MELINA AND THE MAD GIRLS: PRID, ANN, TG AND NANA
Submitted by Monnie from Dublin Ca USA
Date: Sun Jul 15 19:58:52 2001
Dear A.j.,
Hey buddy...i just wanted to say that i admire your courage.you are a very talented person and i respect what you are doing..i have been a fan for 5 years now and i will always be a fan no matter what.your group is the best and always will be the best.i miss your smiling out going self alot and i hope you are getting the help you need.i can't wait to see a new better freakier person August 13...i love you always and forever and as you would say it be cool,be real and behave!!!!!
Submitted by Monnie from Dulin Ca USA
Date: Sun Jul 15 19:57:14 2001
Dear A.j.,
Hey buddy...i just wanted to say that i admire your courage.you are a very talented person and i respect what you are doing..i have been a fan for 5 years now and i will always be a fan no matter what.your group is the best and always will be the best.i miss your smiling out going self alot and i hope you are getting the help you need.i can't wait to see a new better freakier person August 13...i love you always and forever and as you would say it be cool,be real and behave!!!!!
Submitted by MARIA FERNANDA from NAVOJOA SONORA Mexico
Date: Sun Jul 15 19:52:59 2001
hello !! what´s up bro?
just I wanna say to you that you are the man I always dream, and I wanna see you ok, happy and freak like you are, I wanna see that AJ I see for the first time, you are the person more good, lovely, and with the heart more beautiful that I meet.
I wish you the best and get weel soon because I won´t can sleep thinking in what are you doing or what are you feeling: just remember this: alcohol never help to feel better, you got us all yours fans and you got 4 brothersthat loves you so much. I will pray for you baby
I love you so much !! WHEN YOU FEEL BETTER PLEASE MARRIE ME BECAUSE
I LOVE YOU **** Maria Fernanda Castro
Sonora, México
we love you man ... BSB forever
Submitted by Christian from TN USA
Date: Sun Jul 15 19:52:58 2001
A.J., I am praying for you every night hoping that you will get better each and every second. I wish you the best of luck. I want you to know that I will always be a fan.
Submitted by Teresa from Puebla Puebla Mexico
Date: Sun Jul 15 19:45:44 2001
Dear A.J.:
I wish comback soon and I want to say: you can do it, and you´re good BSB, you are a graet person and very strong
GOT bless
Submitted by ALEJANDRA from OBREGON SONORA Mexico
Date: Sun Jul 15 19:44:25 2001
hello my little bone what´s up man?
i wrote you just to say you a couple of things very importants: i want that you know that you, yes you !! are a wonderful person in all posible senses even with your defects are wonderful, you are sweet behind those tattos and those crazys hairdos are mellow and you have a gold heart i know, because i see it in your eyes, and you can not let you down by something so petty as it´s the alcohol not you are big and not you deserve your self be defeated so easy, i trust in you i know that you can doit because you are aj !! you´re strong baby ... and you can make it and continued shining on top of the sky as the great superstar that you are, and because you are a very beautiful human being, also because i need you so much, did you know that you and bsb are all my life? you are so important for me you are what makes me to smile every morning you have changed my life in a extraordinary way ans i don´t know how say "thank you" by that reason you have to recover you because i needed you strong, needed to the smiling and insane aj. let you this message from the bottom of my heart:if sometime you feel lonely, looking the sky an seeks a star and never felt in loneliness anymore. if sometime you feel desire of weeping, weeping lets to leave your tears and with them all the things that make you feel bad. if sometime you feel wrong with you self, find in the mostdeep in your heart, realise that nobody is perfect but even with your defects and qualities you´re a person only in the universe there fore you are special. if sometime feel that nobody loves you "forget it" it´s not true if you are in this earth is by some one over there up wanted it thus, he made you only and special by that loves you and never abandons you by you´re terrific for him. if sometime you need someone that it understand you and listen you, i want that you know that it counts with me for never felt alone anymore, for you cry in my shoulder, for make you feel well and above all to show you how much i love you.
i want you remember that in a place of mÉxico there is a girl that loves you and what´s only that she wants is see you happy.
"i love you so much bone"
get well soon ok ... be cool be real and behave right?
bye bye ***** for you alejandra (janda) felix cantu. (All caps detected. Message converted to lowercase)
Submitted by Courtney K from Fl USA
Date: Sun Jul 15 19:35:44 2001
AJ, my dear AJ! Athough you may not see it now but God is really with you. He is helping you at this very moment. In your toughest times he's the angel on your shoulder. AJ, I am so proud of you for going into rehab, it is the right decision. And for the fellas to come out and tell the fans the truth is even better. Well AJ, in 30-days you will be stronger than ever, but if it takes longer than so be it. Don't worry AJ your fans are behind you 100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000%! We believe in you! Much Love and God Bless!
Submitted by Lindsay Vetanen from Beaverton Oregon USA
Date: Sun Jul 15 19:35:11 2001
AJ our thoughts and prays are with you. Everynight my sister and i light a candle for you. We let it burn all day and all nigth. We pray for you everynight my family and I. We hope you are doing well and we hope to see you really soon. We luv you AJ! We luv you all!! Take care and be stronge!
Submitted by Joanne from Peabody MA USA
Date: Sun Jul 15 19:30:48 2001
Hey AJ. I love you and I hope you get better soon. I am so proud of you for making the desition on going into rehab. I think by the end of the month you will come back on tour strong. i am so glad you guys wanted to tell your fans about this. We are all with you and suport you always. I cant wait to see you in sept. I'm going to 2 of your Boston shows. I suport whatever you chose to do when you get out, as long as your happy. Love ya always.
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