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Submitted by Stephanie N. from MLT WA USA
Date: Wed Jul 18 15:34:00 2001
Alexander James McLean,
Babe, I'm holding on for you...Im not sure if you will ever read this but all your fans LOVE you. Hearing about all of this has made me re-think some of my actions...AJ, because of you I am getting help for depression and anixety. I wasn't really concerned untill I saw TRL. I saw the look on those four guys' faces...I saw the love they have for you and I realized...they didn't care if they wern't on tour...they care about Y-O-U. YOU. As does all of your fans.Your the reason I am getting help. You inspired me to have courage and pull through. You made me realize all the people that really love me too. Now it's your turn. Baby, you are number one in this battle. You ARE strong enough to pull through I KNOW IT.
TRL, the normal crazy, cheering, feeling and energy that is normally there suddenly became so serious that Monday. I don't normally get to watch it but I happened to see a picture of the group. I stopped and heard something I thought I'd never hear. I found out that the man that I felt is flawless, IS in fact human! It sounds really werid but I see you guys and your so perfect...but really YOU ARE human...and you do have hard-ships in your life. Seeing Kevin talk about this and start to tear-up caused me to cry. I saw the look in Nick's eyes...He wouldn't even talk! Howie, the normally wink-crazy sweet D...his voice...the passion he has for his best friend...it's unbelieveable. Brian was just frozen. There was no life in his eyes. In anyone's. They were all so upset. They care about you MORE than anyone could ever know. They will always care about you. WE ALL WILL.
So, AJ when your feeling down and you don't think you matter....well, YOU DO. To me, to your family, your friends...and those four Brothers that will love you 'till the end and beyond. We all love you if you know it or not...and I think...maybe...just maybe you do. My Best Wishes,
Stephanie Ps. I'll pull through if you do! I can't wait fo see you August 9th at the Tacoma Dome!!!
If you are not better by then....STAY HOME!
GET WELL!!!!!
Submitted by Glennie from Silkeborg Denmark Denmark
Date: Wed Jul 18 15:23:01 2001
I would like to whis the best for the backstreet boys and i know that Aj is going to be just fin.
We all know that he is who he is, are strong gay! but we all pray for you, day and nigh and nobody can rest in peace til we know that he is alright. so the best of luck and love from me.
Submitted by Lucia McLean & Cristina Carter from Aguascalientes Aguascalientes Mexico
Date: Wed Jul 18 15:15:05 2001
We know you're in the middle of a trouble, and we wish we were there, with you, to give you all our support and love,of course.
You'll always can count on us, though we donīt meet each other,but you know you do,babe.
This is with all our heart & soul. You'll gonna be well, you'll see, we know that for sure.
We love u Bone!!!
Kisses & Hugs, your friends 4ever:
Blossom & Buttercup
Submitted by Cathy from NY USA
Date: Wed Jul 18 15:07:34 2001
Hey AJ
Hang in there!!! The best is yet to come. I commend you for realizing you have a problem. That is the hardest part. Thank God you decided to put your health and life before your career. so many celebrities do not and it becomes too late. God bless you!!!!!!!!!
Submitted by Jenna Sauerland from West Harrison Indiana USA
Date: Wed Jul 18 14:56:33 2001
Hey AJ! I wish you the best luck and courage to get the help that you need and deserve. I understand what you are going through, because I have suffered from depression and anxiety for the past 4 years. Unlike you, however, I have not got the courage to seek professional help. I admire your strength and pray for you every day. Keep smiling and making us proud. Love ya
Submitted by mikki from monrovia california USA
Date: Wed Jul 18 14:25:45 2001
aj..sending you, lots of love and good wishes.
there isn't a day that goes by, that i don't
think about you and hope that your doing alot
better. may god watch over you, and the angels
protect you..my love and support is with you
always...all my love
mikki
Submitted by Justine from USA
Date: Wed Jul 18 14:11:28 2001
Yo AJ! Get better! I've been writing everyday just to show u how much i care. How's it been? I wish there was some way u could answer, b/c everyone wants to know how u r. Anyway, i want u to know that u r not alone and that u have MILLIONS of fans praying for ur recovery, including me. THERE IS NO QUESTION IN MY MIND THAT U WILL MAKE IT THRU THIS. Luving u...justine
Submitted by Kristin from USA
Date: Wed Jul 18 14:09:06 2001
Please show your support for A.J. and add your words of encouragement to his scrapbook at http://home.att.net/~we-luv-aj/index.html or e-mail them at we-luv-aj@att.netHe needs to see how much we all love him so please help out and spread the word about this project!! Thank you!! Kristin
Submitted by Kinsi from Tallahassee Florida USA
Date: Wed Jul 18 14:07:28 2001
Yo, every1. Hey, AJ... If u're out there! - :) Well, I just wanna tell u n' every1 else about what an inspiration u r to me. U've only changed my life for the better, and made me a stronger individual. No matter what ne1 says, I, and ALL of the fans have total confidence in u. We know u can overcome this. Now, I'm not gonna' say that I know exactly how u feel... like others are sayin', because I know, all situations are different including yours. I can't say how u feel... but I can say that U CAN DO THIS!!! -and we all know it. After I found out about this, I haven't been sleeping well... waking up over and over, not even going to sleep, or having symbolic, ironic... etc. dreams... no one should feel sorry for me or u though... I just use the time at night to pray, for u, and The Boys, until I can go to sleep, or the morning comes... So cheer up, Baby!!! :) 'Cause u're in our minds, hearts, and prayers!!!
~Love, and God Bless!~Kin$i
Submitted by D_i_A_n_A from M_e_X_i_C_o dF Mexico
Date: Wed Jul 18 13:51:40 2001
hI BaBy, Im sO SorRy FoR AlL ThE ThInGs tHaT HaD HaPpEnEd tO YoU BuT Im nOt aS WoRrIeD As I WaS sUpPoSeD To bE CaUsE I KnOw tHaT YoURe sTrOnG AnD CaN sUPPoRt aLl tHeSe tHiNgS ThAt gOd hAs sEnT To YoU tO mAkE SuRe yOu bElIeVe iN Him.
aJ I LoVe yOu, yoUrE AlwAyS IN My tHoUgHtS AnD Im sUrE yOu wIlL GeT BeTtEr sOoN,dOnT FoRgEt tHaT YoUr fAnS WiLl aLwAyS LoVe yOu AnD pRaY FoR YoUrE hApInNeSs
Submitted by martha from W-S NC USA
Date: Wed Jul 18 13:42:00 2001
Dear A.J.,
I wanted to tell you that I have been a fan of yours for a long long long time. I just wanted to tell you that every night I have been praying for you . I am so sorry about your grandmother! I had an aunt that dide on Christmas day. She was so special to me . Every time I went to her house she gave me a gift. She always had the perfect present for me. I have had a hard time too. but yours seemed harder!
I L Y L A B!
:Martha P.S. Don't be so harsh on yourself It wasn't your falt that she dided.
Submitted by Carrie from AllisonPark PA USA
Date: Wed Jul 18 13:41:29 2001
AJ,
I'm so happy that you went to get help! You're an amazing person and I hope you get better.
Love always
Carrie
Submitted by Mari Fer from Guadalajara Jalisco Mexico
Date: Wed Jul 18 13:34:56 2001
A.J. will do it he is a strong person I dont have a dad either so I understand him very well, but thanks to the BSB and their example I am OK. A PART OF ME WILL ALWAYS LOVE THE BACKSTREET BOYS.
Thank you I LOVE YOU.
Submitted by Crystal from Clinton Township MI USA
Date: Wed Jul 18 13:20:55 2001
I think AJ is a very brave person for getting help with his problem that he has. I really do believe that AJ's health is more important than going on the road with BSB, I am glad that the group understands and postponed the tour to let AJ go through rehab. So with all said I hope AJ gets better soon and god bless him!
Submitted by BSB~FAN~4~EVA from Florida USA
Date: Wed Jul 18 13:03:40 2001
aj,
Isn't amazing the hands life deals us?? Sometimes it seems like life and everything else is not on your side. I've gotten knocked down many times in my life and sometimes I wondered how i ever got back up. I know whenever I'm down or feel lonely or sad, I turn to you and your music. You and the guys have helped me in more ways then you will ever know! I know you feel pretty down, but I know you will be up to yourself soon! I believe in you and me and all your fans are here to help you like you've helped me and so many others!!! I want you to know I'm behind 100%%%%!!!! I just want you well so you can be happy , fun, unique, awesome....singin' aj we all love so much again!! God bless and I luv ya!!!!
all my support, love, and smiles....kayla
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