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A poem for A.J.
Date: Dec 22, 2001
Submitted By: Tia is A.J.s Baby
I love you A.J. so much
A love that no one can touch
I wish I could do something to make
you better,that why I wanted to write you
this letter.
Im sorry about your grandmothers death
It hurts my heart to know your depressed.
Just for you Id walk five miles
Id do anything to make you smile.
I wish there was something I could do
so I could somehow meet you.
Im proud of you cause you got help
I feel bad cause I didn't know how you felt.
My sympathy goes out to you, BSB, and your family, don't forget your as sweet as candy.
Love ya Lotz
Tia
P.S. I love you
I love Backstreet Boys so much but i really love A.J. i wish that i could meet him someday. I hope my dream will come tru
Tia Brown
From Owensboro Kentucky!
AHHH!! im obbsessin!
Date: Dec 22, 2001
Submitted By: BackstreetBoy fan
1. you name your PAIR of pets..frick n frack
2.you only write in backstreet stuff.. you know, for paper..a backstreet note book..you write with a bsb pen..enrase with a bsb enraser..and so on...
3.YOU GET TUMMY ACHES WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICES!!! oh my god..i hope im not the only one who does cuz that would be HELLA embarassing...really..
Obsessed with NC ... TILL THE END OF TIME!!!
Date: Dec 22, 2001
Submitted By: babydoll
There are so many reasons why I'm obsessed with NC (ya all know who I mean, right?!) But I the list would be much too long to write it down here and actually I already have some items concerning my obsession to ... ya know WHO! I can't write down his name because otherwise I'd go crazy and couldn't finish my mission. But anyway! I recently checked all my CDs (all my CDs...not just those of the BSBs!) and I found this following song and I thought that it says all I have to say about/to "MY BABYBOY" (NC) and I could never find better words. So just go on reading ... and you'll know what I mean:
TILL THE END OF TIME
Love you till the end of time
Baby I would love you
Till the end of time
Close to me
Oh I need you to me
Loving me
Close to you
How can I get close to you
Help me to
*Why can't you see
I would give the world away
To have you by my side
Oh I'm so in need
Each and every night I pray
You'll come and save my life
I would love you
Till the end of time*
I think of you
Every moment I go through
Thoughts of you
I dream of you
All I have are
So many dreams of you
Won't you please come true
*...*
Tell me what you need
Let me give you all of me
'Cause without you nothing' real
You're the reason that I feel
Tell me what you need
Let me give you everything
Every moment I'm alive
Until the end of time
*...*
I would love you
Till the end of time
So what ya all think? Doesn't it say all?! I think it does! For me it's that I wanted to say!
Are You Obsessed With The Backstreet Boys?
Date: Dec 22, 2001
Submitted By: Katie
1. Every night, you have to say good night to every single guy on your fave. poster of them, or you'll REALLY have nightmares!
2. When you see that dorky little Nsuck phone thingermabobber, you start laughing, uncontrolably, and pray for the idiots that buy that thing. (sry, but I really AM worried bout those people.......)
3. Whwn your aunt got pregnant, and asks for your advice on names, you say - "Well......for a boy, either Brian, Nick, Kevin, Howie, or A- I mean- Alexander, and for a girl, anything but Amanda, Mandy, Mandah,Willa ( whatever her name is these days), Tiffany, ......(I went on for a while of all the rumored gurlfriends he had - Nick, if you didn't know)........but actually, I think Kristin and Leighanne are really nice!
4. Your teachers are really sick of you trying to relate BSB to their subjects!
5. You SWEAR Brian waved to you, and the only reason the other guys didn't was because they were facing the other way!
6. You and your best friend (not a BSB fan, but it's in the process) call yourselves Frick and Frack, and she FINALLY knows the difference!
7. You have managed to get every little cousin you have to be addicted to Backstreet!
8. You LUV writing fanfics about falling in love with Nick, and getting married, and having a happy-go-lucky life, even though you are f*ckin' aware that it'll never happen, and are really pissed about that!
THIS IS A CONTINUATION FROM "69 REASONS WAYS U KNOW UR OBSESSED"
Date: Dec 22, 2001
Submitted By: ~Aj's 69 chick~
1. when your best friend calls you to tell you that the backstreet boys are on tv you run through the house screaming BACKSTREET BOYS BACKSTREET BOYS BACKSTREET BOYS!!!!!!! until you get to the tv and almost knock your sister down the stairs
2. You always have a tape in the VCR just in case bsb comes on tv and you dont have time to put a tape in to record it
IF I THINK OF SOME MORE I WILL ADD THEM BUT RITE NOW I HEAR THE SONG "POP" PLAYING SOMEWHERE IN MY HOUSE AND I NEED TO GO FIND OUT WHO'S PLAYING IT AND BEAT THEM DOWN
see ya!
69 (aj's number!) ways u know ur obsessed with bsb!!! PLEASE READ THIS ITS A REALLY GOOD LIST
Date: Dec 22, 2001
Submitted By: Aj's 69 Chick
1. You rewind the part in It's Gotta Be You where aj goes "yeah, that's right" 69 TIMES because he sounded so unbelievably hot and sexy!!!
2. You can get an Nsync fan obsessed in under 5 hours
3. you NEVER stop thinking about bsb, and even when you go to bed you dream about them
4. you think EVERY SINGLE thing they say is just soooo adorable!!! (like when aj found hats and he goes HOLD THE PRESS!! and howie goes uh oh aj found hats and aj goes YES HE DID and howie goes we're in trouble now and aj goes YES WE ARE hahahaha i love that!!)
5. you FREAK OUT whenver you hear any of their songs in a store and run up to the speaker and like plaster yourself against it for the rest of the song and then get kicked out of the store
6. You laugh out loud every time you hear someone say a line from one of their songs in a sentence (eg That's what she said, Time, Yes I Will)
7. You can't go to sleep without hearing at least one of their songs so when the power went off and u couldnt listen to your stereo u stayed up until 5am cuz u wouldnt go to bed
8. you lose your voice before you even go to their concert
9. you scream, cry, and jump NONSTOP at their concert and even the people behind you say "wow, they must be really big bsb fans!"
10. You rewind larger than life 46 times just to hear AJ insanely cackle at the beginning
11. Everything you own is covered in pictures of bsb, including your furiture, locker, and room
12. you skip class just so you can sit in the library and listen to the whole Millenium and Black and Blue cd
13. you cried when they premiered Drowning
14. You cried when you got tickets to their concert
15. You cried when AJ waved and smiled at you at their concert and you were shaking for a week afterwards
16. you're the only one who noticed that in the Drowning video when aj stands up right before the chorus he licks his lips (in the hottest way of course!)
17. You've had over 144 dreams of them
18. you called your best friend long distance when you found out that aj was in rehab and you cried together for 6 hours
19. you love Aaron Carter just because he's nick's brother (and he's sooo cute!)
20. you know ALL the dances to all their songs
21. you cried when you watched the video for The One because you didn't get tickets to the Millenium concert
22. You got your 21-year-old sister obsessed!! (she knows all the words to drowning!)
23. you freak out whenever you hear aj rap in their (We've got it goin on, get down) cuz he sounds so amazing with his deep, sexy voice!!
24. you know aj's blood type
25. you have 18 FULL TAPES of bsb stuff taped from tv
26. you cried when you heard about that lucky girl who got "The call" from aj
27. your day is never complete if you dont go on backstreet.net for the latest bsb news
28. you FORCE your basketball coach to give you the jersey with the 23 on it because it's one-third of 69 and it's also aj's age...and you tell him that if you don't get jersey #23 you will have a tantrum and quit the team
29. you went SO CRAZY at the black and blue concert when aj took off his shirt and you screamed so much that your face was purple and you almost passed out on your best friend
30. you have a "69 reasons why i love aj" board
31. The worst punishment your parents can give you when you get grounded is to take down all your 919 bsb posters
32. There is a permanent lip gloss stain on the life-size poster of AJ because you've kissed his lips so many times
33. you carve your Halloween pumpkin to look like aj, complete with facial hair and all
34. you were SO DEVASTATED when you heard the rumours about bsb breaking up that you stayed home from school for 2 days to mourn, and when you found out that they weren't you threw a huge party and invited 69 people
35. you spent three hours writing down your favourite line from each of their songs and pasting them into each page of your agenda for a little bit of inspiration every day
36. you celebrate aj's birthday every year
37. you can't imagine life without the backstreet boys
38. it feels like everyone in the world has met them except for you
39. you went to mcdonalds after their concert because there are rumours that they usually go there after their concerts, and you waited there until 1 in the morning but they never came :(
40. you never stop talking about them, and on the rare day that you do, your friends make u a big card that says "congratulations on not talking about the backstreet boys for one day!"
41. The ONLY thing that can make you feel better after you break up with your boyfriend is listening to a backstreet boys song, specifically Don't Want You Back because it helps you get all your anger out
42. you get your friend (who majors in art) to draw a 69 tattoo around your belly button with black marker, and it looks so good that you roll your shirt up and walk around all day with a 69 tatoo around your belly button!
43. You cried when that ass Jamie Foxx dissed AJ but laughed when Brian dissed that ass Jamie Foxx!!
44. you try to round everything off to 69 (questions answered on a test, even though the test is out of 80, number of pictures of bsb in your locker, etc)
45. ALL your teachers know about your obsessions with bsb and they know that whenever you listen to your discman in class you're listening to bsb!
46. your friend runs up to you in the hall on Nov. 19 and says "iris! just thought i'd let you know that the backstreet boys are gonna be on Rosie today!" and you answer with "i know, i'm taping it" and ur friend laughs and says I SHOULD'VE KNOWN lol
47. bsb is more important than school any day, that's why aj's birthday takes up the ENTIRE square in your agenda for homework on Jan.9, and you stayed home from school to get tickets to the bsb concert the day they went on sale
48. you run up to a girl in the hall that you don't know and hug her just because she had a pic of aj in her locker
49. you love them more than you've ever loved anyone in your entire life (other than your family)
50. you freak out whenever you hear any of their songs on the radio even though you have ALL their cds
51. you fall asleep listening to Back To Your Heart every night
52. your boyfriend gets jealous cuz u talk about aj so much!
53. you name your fish AJ, your cat Alexander, and your dog James
54. you get 9 backstreet boys posters for christmas becuase all your friends and family bought u the same thing by accident!
55. your favourite quote is when aj goes "sex is not the answer...sex is the question, YES is the answer!" (I LOVE THAT!!!)
56. you dream every night that you are Sarah (aj's gf) and that he loves you as much as he loves her
57. you got so upset when someone kept dissing the backstreet boys in dance class that you ran out crying
58. When your discman broke and you couldn't listen to bsb in the shower, you made your own entertainment by singing every single one of your favourite bsb songs (all i have to give, not for me, the call, etc) until your sister came in and screamed at you to shut up (oops!)
59. You memorized aj's entire part at the beginning of the call when he's talking to his gf on his cell ("hi its me whats up baby? i'm sorry listen i'm gonna be late tonite so dont stay up and wait for me okay? (static) what? say that agian? (girl talking) you're really dropping out, i think my battery must be low, listen if you can hear me we're going to a place nearby alrite? gotta go! *click*)
60. You cry every time you watch the Show Me the Meaning video because you feel their pain and you hate to see them sad
61. you call in to your local radio station 188 times and request drowning just so it'll be the #1 requested song of the hour
62. you grow your fingernails for aj because you heard that he likes girls with long, sleek fingernails
63. you couldn't concentrate AT ALL at school the day of the black and blue concert and every question your teachers asked you, you answered with "backstreet boys"
64. you watched the part where bsb danced with the chairs in the As Long As You Love Me video over 50 times because they are such good dancers!!!
65. you go CRAAAAAAAAAZY whenever you see AJ do a pelvic thrust or hump the floor (beautifully) in Lay Down Beside Me....it just makes you wish you were the floor...
66. you stayed up until 3 in the morning the night of the concert replaying the moment over and over in head when aj smiled and waved at you...
67. BSB concerts are the best experiences of your life, they make you happy to be alive!
68. you pray every night that one day you will get to meet them
AND FINALLY...
REASON 69 WHY I AM OBSESSED WITH THE BACKSTREET BOYS: THEY ARE THEY THE MOST AMAZING GROUP IN THE WORLD, AND I LOVE THEM WITH ALL MY HEART!!
if u have any of these obsessive sypmtoms, you can email me so that we can obsess together!!
67.
My Obsession
Date: Dec 22, 2001
Submitted By: Christina
I'm obsessed with BSB because everyday I dress like I'm going to thier concert..I wear bsb bracelets,necklace, and a bandana.I wear Bsb t-shirts once maybe twice a week..
I listen to thier music between classes in school and every free second I have..I've done numerous psychotic things..I went to the Today Show and saw them so close!! I've been to 3 of thier concerts.. I have a scrapbook I made with over 700 pics of BSB. I've spent over $2000 in merchandise in ONE year.
TOP 15 ways to know if you are a REAL bsb fan
Date: Dec 22, 2001
Submitted By: Rebecca Watkins
1.that when your brother or whoever makes fun of BSB you get extremely pissed off and start yelling.
2.when you have someone sleep over you start talking non stop about them.
3. you wear BSB t-shirts and have tons of pictures of them in your school binder.
4. You nick name all your friends after all the guys last names"hey Mclean!"
5. You day dream about gettin down and dirty with nick instead of doing your social studies assignment.
6.You scream and jump up and down after you hear just a few seconds of something about BSB on tv(even if its a comercial).
7.You and your friend plan to go to a Nsync concert wearing a BSB t-shirt chanting "BACKSTREET BOYS BACKSTREET BOYS!"
8.You take a poll at school:BSB or nsync and if they say nsync you yell at them and persuade them to like bsb.
9.You cuse at the TV if someone disses BSB.
10.a girl in all your classes says that NIck is a faggot and you whisper the word BITCH at her.
11. Everytime you talk to your parents they say:"this better not invovle the backstreet boys."
12.for some reason that when you hear that nick has a girlfriend your depressed all day and that you yelled at your mom when she said that brian got married and slam your bedroom door and dont come out for a few hours.
13.You immediatley turn off the radio if one of bsb's songs are not in a good spot on any countdown(and then you get mad).
14.When you go to bed you dream and pretend nick is your husband and that hes sleeping on the other side of the bed.
15.and last but not least...you go out of your way to get anywhere or anything from the Backstreet Boys!!!
(well my fingers are tired and ktbspa!!!
you know you have an obbsession problem when....
Date: Dec 22, 2001
Submitted By: monica
-you come home, and go on the net too see new news and photos of the guys without even thinking about it.
- you VCR has dates of their appearances way in advance so you wont miss a show
-i have over 60,000 pictures of them
-you include, brian,nick...aw nick, kevin, aj and howie as one of your best friends
-you have animals named...kaos,train,rok,b-rok,bone....
± MistresS DorougH ±
Date: Dec 22, 2001
Submitted By: Carla
A real psycho never admits they're psycho, so I'm just gonna try to keep from saying that as best as possible:
1. I know where Howard and his four friends are even better than they do.
2. I see McDonalds, hot sauce, or heck, a TABLE and I immediately think: "Backstreet Boys"
3. Howard: the last topic of the night, the #1 topic of your dreams, and the first topic in the morning.
4. Do you call your fave BSB by scary petnames like ma petite, Dorito, Coffee, and Sir Winkalot?
5. I wanted to kill my teacher for insulting the BSB, but said loudly instead, "You just lost every brownie point you ever had, lady!"
6. I have five drawers filled with BSB memorbilia, and I have just about every BSB thing, tape, CD, and piece of paper in creation.
7. People around me wince when I raise my hand, because they've suffered the consequences of Howie-dissing in the past.
8. My parents know a lot more about them than they should.
9. My teachers are a WEE bit scared of me, and are BSB experts come the end of the year.
10. I never go out because I'm always inside doing important BSB shtuff.
11. I converted a lover of Marilyn Manson to Backstreet.
12. I waited in in below freezing temperatures for seats to their concert twice.
13. At concerts, I try to destroy every other Howie fan just to get close to him.
14. My dog has a BSB collar, and I call him Mini-D because he has curly hair, big brown eyes, and I love him to pieces.
15. I know all of their choreography and I've danced to their songs in very public shows.
16. I hiss at the Nsync fans in my school.
17. I feel like strangling my best friend because she finds Nick and her boyfriend equal in greatness.
18. I don't socialize because I feel people aren't important unless they happen to be Howie, a BSB, or a BSB fan. And those few friends I do have think I'm deranged and mad.
19. I sleep with my *comfort object*, a purple DLF bear that Howie signed, faithfully every night. Maybe I'm wishing it'll change into him or something.
20. My mother is sending me to a psychiatrist because Howie dominates my life.
21. When discussing religions in history class, you raise your hand and say, "I worship Howie!"
22. I cry all the time because the only thing I'll ever want in my life I don't have.
23. I've planned out my and Howie's entire life; including the wedding, honeymoon, house, kid's names, etc.
24. I ate a salt and vinegar chip even though I hate vinegar more than anything, just because Howie likes them. I honestly think I died from it.
25. I talk to my posters like they'll answer me back. Sometimes they do.
26. I've written and collected millons of songs, poetry, and quotes for Howie.
27. Love songs kill me because they make me think of Howie.
28. I'm stopping this list at Howie's age.
There are many more I can think of, but you know, I can't disgrace #28. *Howie is Love, Love is Howie, Howie's my life and I LOVE my life.*