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Back - Index - Submissions Date: Dec 23, 2002 Submitted By: ~SaRiTa~ i can still remember the first day i poped their cd in back in like 97' i fell in love with them, they were the hit thing at my school but i didnt know who they were ... so i went home and found their cd and poped it in, i listened to it everyday after that, collecting posters and emailing funny things to them... i remember once aj replyed i was syked but when i replied to him again he never wrote back but it was ok... i even got all my friends to like them and my cousin... me and my cousin would resite fan fiction (this was before i knew what fan fic was) doing little plays and stuff, my cousin was blond and she was really skinny so when she would perform she looked just like nick... i wore their cd out so bad lol that i had to get a new one every few months, finally mulenium came out and i just shot through the roof... i started making plans of ways to meet them, they enspired me so much that i formed a group of my own called 'ssd' it was me, my cousin and my brother we became a big hit with my family but we had problems and later split... as the group shattered so did my once belonged love for bsb... i still bought their cds when they came out and requested them and stuff but it started to seem like a chore... i stopped writting fan fic and kinda fell apart... i became depressed and later decided i needed to find out who i was, i decided to set goals, in the making of my goals and sorting my stuff to figure out who i was i ran across a couple bsb posters and once again plastered my walls with them, but i still wasnt complete, this was during the pause between black and blue and now or never so bsb wasnt making much music. what is bsb without their music? so i went online in search of the lovely inspiration they fed me, while i was searching for music i ran across some really great bsb sites with fan fic... suddently i got the urge to search for more on the boys... finding all i had missed my love grew stronger... so strong that i wondered how i forgot them. then the time came... it was time for nick album to come out, i didnt even know about it... then one day while jamming to magic fm i heard a familer voice... it was nick on "help me" i was like wow... so a week later when the album came out i hit walmart and purchased it... this time it was definatly not a chore! the moment it hit the player it habitated there until december... nick's cd really got to me... hes helped me figure out who i am, i just hope he reads this,if he is i wanna say "nick your a great guy... alot of ppl have discriminated me as they have you in figuring yourself out, i know its hard to find who you are and i agree it is definatly the greatest thing and all i wanna do is scream it out! im sarita im unique! thats just me... thank you so much nick you have done more for me than anyone else ever could" now ive started writting alot, i write songs, poems and stories, ive got my music carreir up and running again and am in search of a contract and i owe it all to nick... i dedicate the song "ill get even with you" by leanne rymes to him for all the love hes gaven us fans an for the other guys too. thank you guys for just being yourself no matter how silly ppl say you look. you guys make wonderful music and you are my definition of a pop STAR. you guys are great "dont ever loose that light in your eyes" cause u know we want it that way. *extra* oh yea and my fave song on nicks cd is 'i got you' because its got all the things i wanna tell nick and the song 'who needs the world' cause u know us fans are screaming it 'who needs the world when we got bsb!!!!!' i love u guys always and forever ktbsbpa!!! ~SaRiTa~ p.s. anyone who wants to read my fiction or just learn more about me go to my official site at http://www.saritachaparro.cjb.net p.s.s. im not a poser, im not a star, im not anything but me... i dont got a label yet so im not famous im just doing all i can to get heared... love yall Next Item: lovin nick carter Prev Item: i love kevin